weifeng had a rough night yesterday...
went to bed around 11 cos doing opening today...
din fall asleep till like 1..
jumped when my (stupid) brother kicked a chair when he came in..

woke up (again) at 3.30am from a nightmare...
i dreamt of mr ong, my sec sch Vball coach...
he was possessed or sth...
then i threw him off the stairs cos he was trying to kill me...
damn freaky...

its even more scary when u know that ur having a nightmare,
but can't pull yourself out of it...
**sigh**

does anyone know how to interprete such dreams?
or know some sleep therapist?
i seriously think i need help...

my parents re-contracted their phone lines ytd...
so there's this 2 gleaming new phones at home at my disposal now...
sony ericsson's C905
8.1 mega pixel camera

LG's arena
iphone killer?
yar that touch screen phone...
pretty cool cos of the touchy touchy...

been messing with them all day,
testing out their respective functions...
pretty good camera and display...
plus touch screen...

but apparently,
i'm not about to abandon my lao pok phone for theirs' anytime soon...
dunno why either...
bestfriend says i'm all prepared for the "non-cam phone" phase le...
hmmmm... maybe lor...
but i think its also cos of the month end blues ba...
not much mood these few days to go out and socialise...
mostly just stay home and avoid spending money...

din do much the whole day...
slept at 2am this morning...
woke up at 11+ with disruptions in between...
i freaking hate disrupted rest...

rushed off to meet aunt choo after washing up...
went to aunt's may hse and stayed there till like 4+
did nth much but eat and sleep and maybe read abit...

can't wait for tml to come...
meeting gracie macie for gym at suntec..
but before that got my workout1 to complete..
plus still need to meet sarah..
yup yup... tml gonna be fun!!
wheeee...

and so weifeng survived yoga...
yes i went for yoga yesterday...
alone.

wakakakka...
was contemplating if i should join the class after gym...

well since i've never tried it before and i happen to be really bored...
why not?
so took off my shoes and went in...

class started with minimal stretching and progressed quickly...
(I think we're expected to stretch before the class starts)
we were frequently reminded to take long deep breathes and clear our minds...

everything lar...
twist here, twist there...
upward dog, downward dog, sun pose...
then must bend forward,
balance on one leg, then stretch out the other limbs...
this one wasn't the worse...

there was this posed that i
TOTALLY FAILED...






























I ROLLED BACKWARDS!!!
ROFL...
damn paiseh...
well i did laugh out loud at myself for a moment...
lucky there was an aunty beside me who was just as bad...
hee... =P

class ended with a simple palms to chest thank you...
left quickly cos the steam room was calling already...
temperature and humidity inside was awesome sia...
damn hot but was damn efficient in drawing the aching out of my muscles...
**lets out a relaxed sigh**

fell into a really deep sleep last night...
isit cos of gym or yoga?
i dont know...
but as long as i can sleep well....
hehehe...

din do very much today other than walk around alot...
visited my grandfather and all...
shall go shower now...

i haven been blogging for a while already...
keep wanting to blog but just never did...
either no time, no energy or no inspirations....
can't seem to translate thought into words...
maybe its easier to just forget?
no...
i don't wanna forget...
i wanna have something to read next time...

so here's this week's updates:
>>work work work as always...
got attached to SB-NP on wednesday...
9 to 5 shift with ex HV store manager hermie...
love their color concept...
dark brown wooden retail wall with matching partitions in the store...

>>signed up for true fitness membership...
i signed for the one suntec since its got more facilities and space...
but somehow i'm like wondering if i made the right choice...
would pw be a better choice?
i mean since i work so nearby...
transport and time... weida, taiyou, chun chen all gyming at PW...
but suntec has some pretty awesome view... hmmmm....

>>been watching koream drama,
boys over flower...
its a nice show, good looking people but story line not say awesome...
but i'm still gonna finish it anyway...
the female lead is soooo funny...
horrifying how people can eat so much...
maybe i should marry a korean wife...
everyday have eating competition at home...
wakakakaka

ok la, nothing much to write today...
can't think of much...
shall go shower first...
say "cheeken"
Cheeee-Ken...
not Chicken is CheeeKen...
wakakakaka.. i love boss...

weifeng had a loooong day...
very tired now...
never knew 1 hr of gym and 1 session of fabulous can be this draining...
ok... goodnight...

another week just passed..
gosh...
time flies when you don't keep track of it...

anyway, weifeng is back to work...
this week, i'm doing closings like no tomorrow...
sun, tues, thur, fri, sat, sun...
so ya, will be online alot lesser..
or more like in the afternoons and wee hours in the morning...
>.<

was having store meeting by the beach just now...
we brought food and drinks too... potluck..
as usual, lots of photo taking, stupid jokes and all...
was pretty fun.. 4hrs pass pretty fast...

was staring out at sea while drinking...
then this tsunami of emotions came over me...
felt really lonely all of a sudden...
dunno why but it just happened...
hmmmm but luckily bestfriend came back in time to reply sms...
so nice to have him around...
:D

hao ba...
wanna go sleep... i'm tired le..
my head throbbing cos of the drinks...
shall blog again soon...

its been 10 days since i last made a drink...
a very long break it has been...

but no matter...
the whole "weifeng-is-missing-from-store" saga is over...
i'll just have to shop less this month...
in fact, no shopping for me this GSS...
well the truth is, i haven even started shopping...
**sigh**

was talking to jr after the meeting...
just can't understand how can he not be angry at me...
but i do think he's disappointed at me...**sigh**
i am disappointed at myself too...

but i have to say that...
even though i understand where alison is coming from,
that doesn't mean that i agree with the company policy...

i don't care if anyone dislikes or disagree with what i'm gonna say next
but yeah,
FUCK MAN...
how many shifts do i have to do to balance this?
how many bloody cups of cappuccino do i have to make to balance this shit?
how many fritatta do i have to toast to balance this?
how many times do i have to say hello welcome to starbucks to balance this?
fucking hell...
i'm tired...
i wanna move on from this incident...
**sighs**

shall go shower and sleep...
tomorrow shall be a better day...