THE LETTER CAME TODAY
period.





saw it on the table the moment i came into the room...

knowing what it contains,
it's just so depressing to open it...
must less read it...






















**sigh**







ok, i'm officially depressed...
i need a drink...
no, maybe a dozen...


























at least isa will have a send off party of some sort...
i wonder if i'd even be missed...











well, on a lighter note, a few updates...

25 april 09
went to the paranakan museum today...
with ian and ivan lim...
its the museum's 1st year anniversary...
finally got to meet manfred after so long...
pretty good looking guy...

26 april 09
opening with azlan and khus...
quite slack for a sunday...

27 april 09
11 to 6...
will be doing this timing mon to wed...
tml is cut off day for hrs accumulation...
i can't wait for pay day to come...
and i can't wait for bestfriend to come back...
**hugs**

a lil update..

20th april 09 (mon)
woke up at about 10 and wanted to go tanning...
but sky turned so dark...
went back to bed and slept till 1pm...

went to store super early cos i had nth to do at home...
bought nasi goreng ayam from wok mari wok...

closing with jr and hussien...
wakin was sick so boss came late...
bastian and daniel came to chill...
:D
broke the news about not going to indo..
bit disappointed but i guess no choice ba...
safety reasons...

took transport with some crappy partners...
thank god i was the first to get off if not i'd probably die...

21st april 09 (tues)
woke up at 8am
cos stupid brother was making lots of noise...
tossed and turned in bed,
slept again and woke up about 10...

saw mr A's message to go cycling...
and so we did...

side track abit...
not gonna disclose who mr A is...
arthur is dying to fish it out of me though...
i'd tell you when i get my martini from axis bar...

cycled from BL to changi village and back...
super duper far lar...
we ate there though...
couldn't walk properly after that...
butt pain...
:P

had dinner at marine parade and went home on 31...
and that stupid SBS bus captain had to spoil my day...
unruly and unprofessional...
wrote a feedback to SBS immediately...
ask me if u wanna know...

22nd april 09 (wed)
went out with mr A again today...
this time to suntan...
typ pool...

super strong sun today... (awesome!!!)
managed to get rid of the singlet tan from yesterday..
oh! i forgot...
i got this slight sun burn on my shoulders from cycling...
so there's this singlet tan...
thats why the tanning session today..
love the sun kissed tan...

decided to eat in town so we went home to change first...
i went for a quick hair cut at ben's...
took off the extensions..
its au natural now... no more sting ray...
>>photo<<

met up again at 230...
went for lunch at taka...
then went to shop around...
i bought this berms from 4skins... black...
>>photo<<

shopped around abit more before chilling out at SB-PG
played games on his itouch...
damn fun but i'm bit too slow...
wakakaka...(i made alot of noise there..)

went to kino then back to paragon for dinner...
Ding Tai Fung...
desserts was Ben & Jerry's at the cathay...
lots and lots of ice cream...
and the girl serving us was soooo sweet...
she made me smile to myself...
Aahhh... cannot take it...

anyway, i enjoyed myself...
alot... :D

You Would Be a Pet Cat

Independent and aloof, you don't like to be dependent on anyone. And as for other people, you can take them or leave them. You often don't care. You live your life by your own rules. And you have deep motivations that no one truly understands. Why you would make a great pet: You're not needy or greedy... unlike other four legged friends. Why you would make a bad pet: You're not exactly running down to greet people at the door What you would love about being a cat: Agility and freedom What you would hate about being a cat: Being treated like a dog by clueless humans

opening on saturday morning...
Jp and ayuni...
reached eunos super early cos i din wanna be late...
sat at the stairs & slept like some homeless man...
work was fine...

was supposed to go club with ian and 2 friends last night...
but sth cropped up and i din go...
very very apologetic...
sigh...

watched Australia on dvd instead...
long movie but pretty nicely done...
love the vocalisation..

went for supper...
porridge again but then its nice la...
the queue never seems to stop even at 2am in the morning...

woke up like 11+ this moring...
watched some organic food program on CNA...
had kenny rogers lunch at great world city...

arthur darling mentioned sth YS said earlier...
disgusting guy sia..
YS should not have said that at all...
under no circumstances at all...
utterly disgusted...

wanted to go sun tanning...
takpi... tak jadi...
too crowded...

did opening with boss today...
met him early at parkway cos he wanted to have breakfast tgt..
nasi lemak at the store beside yok mari yok..
cabbed to BL...

i did pastry case and upstairs..
shift was pretty tiring... but fun..
it felt really busy even though there wasn't a slam...
maybe its cos we're trying to maintain the cleanness...
boss was in a good mood today...
keep disturbing me... maybe cos last night...
=X
wahahahaha...

oh ya! that reminds me that i still gotta do stuff for him...
argh...

went cycling after work...
the shop near store has got 1-for-1 on weekdays...
so only paid like $6 for 2hrs...
pretty cheap...
cycled all the way to changi...
sat there and stoned for a while...
enjoying the space and the breeze..
really nice...
i should do this more often...

came home for dinner after that...
got angry at my brother cos he din go fetch tan ying...
fucking lazy guy sia...

mummy mentioned graduation casually after dinner...
just when i was coming into the room after the shower..
this was how it went..(in mandarin)
mum: so have u booked your robes?
me: erm... haven...
mum: why?
me: dunno.. don't feel like..
mum: why? everyone's waiting for that one day.. why you dun wan?
me: dunno lar... dun feel like...

dunno lar... i'm just not looking forward to 28th may...
not excited about graduation either...
oh well...

anyway,
i feel like having Ding Tai Fung
and i feel like going to ladies night @ DBL O/PLAY next week..
anyone wanna go? sms me!!

17 again
i've been a lazy boy these past 2 days...
eat and sleep and nothing else...
oh well...
better all i can before i get shaved...


shave bald in ns...


haven gotten my enlistment letter yet...
the anticipation is torturous...

went for a movie with valerie today....
17 again!!
pretty good movie with nice story line...
what would you do if you could be 17 again?

i only realised that
UOB cards got $6 movie tickets on weekdays
and $8 on weekends...

and i paid like wad $7.50 each plus $1 for booking fee...
$2 more i can get another person to watch le lor...
hahaha..
next time go down earlier to buy can le...
oh well... all in the name of saving money...

had subway for lunch cum dinner...
i dunno how to spell that word..
L-U-N-N-E-R?

then lepak at starbucks the cathay after the movie...
bought yet another pair of NUM slippers again...
argh!!
this is like my 5th or 6th pair already...

























bad weifeng!! bad..

oh well...

beautifully imperfect
worked 10 to 5 today...
shift was busy in the morning till about 2+
lots of customers...
james came to study after bragonboat training...
triple grande non-fat caramel mac...

rained in the afternoon..
so it got quiet...
pretty good weather anyway...

home for dinner...
quiet evening...

watched this video a while ago...

Beautifully Imperfect





i cried.

ZOO
closing with lan, wana and boss last night...
joyce was to 10..
she seems like a nice person just misunderstood...
BL got cleaner sia...
closing was fine...
transit at kallang...
saw Fir..
gosh... its been sooo long since i last saw him...
miss him lots..

so we just relax one corner for a while...
waited for everyone to come...
went home showered, slept...

10th april 2009

woke up slightly after 8 today...
damn tired to get out of bed... CMI sia...
so showered and got ready...
tan ying wanted to come along so i brought her too...
took train all the way to CCK sia... super far...

met up with them all...
took bus to zoo...
the queue there mcm panjang giler babi...
took like 30 minutes to get in lar...
buy then already perspiring le...

visited alot of animals...
got tiger, cheetah, puma, juguar, warthog,
all the deer deer animals,
anaconda bersar la sia...
giraffe, elephants, babboons, primates basically...
then was all the australian outback animals...
lunch... then fragile forest...

was raining after that...
so we went to the the reptile section...
took shelter there...
everyone fell asleep... Lol..
one whole line of SB partners sleeping..

i think my favourite attraction is fragile forest...
cos got bats, butterfly, lemur...
i managed to hold quite a few butterflies...
damn happy...

ok lar, i'm damn tired le...
i wanna go sleep...

8th april 2009

din do much the entire day...
eat sleep slack around...
should have gone to the gym at least...

went out ian around 9...
to novena's Udders ice cream...
the ice cream is damn shiok..
you can actually feel the kick from the alcohol in the ice cream...

then went to SB-US to get passion for manfred...
his bestfriend...
took bus back to near mrs lim's condo to have supper...
took a slow walk home after that...

walked around Jalan Ma'mor too...
i love the bungalows there larrr...
its damn nice can...
ahhhh!!!

9th april 2009

Bestfriend left for taiwan at 0300hrs..
will be there for 3 weeks...
be back 0040hrs on 1st may 2009
i'm gonna miss him...

woke up like 8+ to read sms
replied some but went back to sleep...
decided to get up at 11+ to cook...
spaghetti lunch...

came online and read bestfriend's blog..
second latest entry was depressing...
i cried after reading...
*sigh*

suddenly felt that i'm so much luckier compared to him...
haiz...
hao ba...
shan't think this way le...
wun tell bestfriend lest he gets affected in taiwan...

hao ba...
i think i've had enough of emo emo...
shall go get showered and go gym...
later doing closing with boss...
going to THE ZOO tml!!!
i'm damn excited now..

Labels: taiwan, udder's ice cream

SHOPPING!!!!
slept late on the night of the 6th...
but woke up early on the morning of the 7th...
cos mummy came into my room and made lots of noise...
argh! i dun like to be woken up!!!

went SHOPPING with bestfriend that afternoon...
met at orchard to go see G2000 at taka...
then to Zara to pick up my black shirt..
before rushing back to orchard to meet mum and aunt...
walked to hilton hotel to see balancigia...
but ended up walking around on our own cos all ladies bag..
went to paul smith, D&G, LV...

got really hungry by the time we're done with LV...
so off to lunch...
Ding Tai Fung@Paragon...
ordered quite abit...
i had some braised beef noodles... damn good...
but accidentally scalded my tongue eating xiao long bao...
:(

continued shopping after that...
this time was for my perfume...
walk around very long...
sorry bestfriend... u carry laptop still gotta walk so much...
poor thing...

bought Slate by Banana Republic...
Love the hard notes and the base notes...



















after that went to Plaza Singapura by bus...
exchanged JW's berms at G2000...
the manager seem to have had a bad day...
the face damn black...

bought my face wash at FACESHOP..
then went for desserts after that...
so tired from all the walking...
went off about 5.15 cos had to go for store meeting...

meeting was fine but quite long since need to do store calibration...
operations, partners, sales, promotions...
bleah...
lots to learn!!!

went home after that...
pretty happy unpacking...
but i guess its time to keep those cards...

Labels: Banana Republic, Ding Tai Fung, Slate, Zara

5th april 2009

bestfriend turned 20 today!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY jiawei !!!!
hahaha..
i shall be nice...
even when you's hit the Big 2...
you smell young lar...
not like someone who smells like mouldy cheese..
ok, inside joke...

did opening with dan and ayuni today...
then saffy was attachment at 10 to 5...
my first shift at big splash!!
can't believe i'm an orang big splash now...
oh well,
shift's pretty boring...
no much busy period...

anyway it rained on shift...
saffy and i were lamenting on how nice it would be,
to cuddle up and watch the rain..

went off from BL with saffy after she punched out...
went home for dinner after work...
watched Miss Potter on dvd...
Renee Zellweger and Ewan McGregor...
pretty good show...
had abit of supper and slept after that...

6th april 2009

woke up around 8+
replies sms...
fell asleep again till about 11+

just came back from lunch outside...
detoured to Zara ngee ann city to reserve my shirt..
and Sephora to check out perfumes...
roughly know what i wanna get le...
but i don't wanna end up smelling like everybody else..
bleah...


its nice to listen to the different viewpoints of people...
people of different age...
people at different stages in life...
it gives you more perspectives about certain things..
but ultimately,
you are the deciding factor...
no one can decide for you..

Starbucks Parkway.. Forever..

1st april 2009
valerie sms-ed after her shift...
she said that TS weekday sales is double of PW weekend sales...
this is madness...
say that partners there not very nice...
she wished i was there to bitch them upside down...
Lol...
that really made me laugh out loud...
val val val...
always my frap-ulous fabulous...

thank god i'm going to BL...
its gonna be slack...
plus its Jr boss as boss...
confirm kecoh..
hahaha...

2nd april 2009
Eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep...

3rd april 2009
spent most of the time in the day,
just chilling out at home,
on the balcony,
reading time magazine, sipping tea..

kak hari sms-ed around 2 to ask for partners to join bukit timah...
for a moment there i got tempted to join her at bukit timah...
but decided to stick with jr at BL...

went out with guo xiong in the evening...
met up at cathay,
bought tickets for shinjuku incident...
hung around,
had dinner at shukudo@heeren,
shopped around at zara and topman...
movie and went back le...
slept at about 3...

4th april 2009
woke up around 930 feeling hungry...
bestfriend says i make myself sound like a pig...
bleah...
dunno what i'm gonna do today yet...
shall see how..

Goodbye parkway..
store closed yesterday.





























this is a fact.



























it's real.

























so empty...



























sigh...
i'm depressed...