poster queen no more
hmmm...
there's actually not much i wanna write about...
but just wanna be here...
to seek solace in peace and quiet...

nothing much happened over the past few hours...
got waiming his requested birthday presents...
think he's going to be happy with it...
:D
gotta get it wrapped first...

here's the thing...
when we wanna get people birthday presents,
we always can't seem to decide what to get...
for fear that the recipient may not like our present...
then, WHAT SHOULD WE GET???

after all, its supposed to be our xin yi...
but the problem is we dunno what to get...

some people do it the not-practical way...
think of what the person want..

some people do it the practical way...
think of what the person need..

some people do it the most practical way...
just ask the birthday boy/girl lor...
direct, quick and clear...
haha...
it all depends...
but what should i get for piggy???
arggghhhh...
wad crap am i talking about?
must be from all the crapping with jia wei...

anyway,
met jia wei to have lunch with bastian at city hall...
subway...

then turned down I models...
well, poster queen no more!
cos $600 for a portfolio is really alotof money..
plus, i may not get the ad...
plus plus, its not that exlusive anyway...
crystal kena approached alot of times le...

worked at RC till 10.30...
wanted to see my piggy~
probably tml ba...
our schedule for today clash... :C
lalalalala...

poster queen?
classes today was kinda a waste of my time...
go for attendance only...

went for this interview at parkmall after school...
think i got through...
dun wanna say what interview it was...
cos haven confirm everything yet...
but some of my closer friends already know...
keke...

also dunno why i felt so down after the interview...
kinda felt stupid...
dunno why...
felt like i had to buy my way in...
felt so cheap...
the lowly, slutty kind of cheap...

wasn't really in the mood to eat...
so sat outside plaza sing with bastian...
talked while we had "dinner"...
so we talked for quite a while...
went on with my ramblings...
weighted my options...
decided that i should talk to piggy first...
din wan my parents to know everything yet...

dun think i'll be comfortable discussing things like this with them...
i'll rather make it through alone,
come out in alive and in one piece,
let then know what i've done,
make them smile...

bastian and i made a detour to cine after that...
wanted to get his movie tickets but din...
but then din managed to...
wrong date.. lol...

called up my piggy while on the bus...
told my story,
said my piece abt the interview...
listened to wad he had to say...
rather, more of asking for another opinion...
yar...

shall get all my information first...
the contract stuff ready then decide..
yar...

well,
this is to vin, bastian, jiawei,
thanks for being there when i needed u to...
thanks for listening or replying sms-es!!!
love you guys!!
-hugs-

and piggy!!!
i love u more!!!
*shy*

failed attempt but i will survive!!!
but just dun have the right mood to blog...
note the difference between wanting to blog
and actually sitting down and blog...

anyway,
worked at RC on sunday...
8 to 5 shift...
tiring as always...

went to sim lim after work...
took bus 57...
bought myself a pair of ear piece...
actually 2...
cos the guy there gave me a free pair!
haha...
cos i said:
i scared that i use a few days then spoil le,
ask if i can come back and change anot,
should it die on me...

so he say:
then u take another pair lor...
cos we cannot allow u to change...
>>>

wad was he thinking?
cannot change but can give me another pair free?
wahh...
but happy lar...

went to vincent's place after that...
wanted to make dinner together...
then end up having rocky's pizza...

took a peep at his msn contacts while he collected pizza...
know its kinda rude but well...
got pretty upset...
jealous ba...

din really wanna respond to him for a while after that...
just wanted to sleep and not thing about things...
failed attempt #1...
:C

msn-ed him yesterday...
monday...
told him about it..
about me being jealous and not saying what's on my mind...
discussed certain things also...
pretty glad that we still ok...

when you tell me that you love me...


now that i've listened to that song...
i'm feeling all diana rossy...
all diva-ish...
so here's another diana ross...
i will survive...


I WILL SURVIVE!!!!

silver surfer
wondering what to put for title...
oh well...
silver surfer?
silver surfer it shall be...

haha...
was supposed to post this last night
but was too tired...
so now i'm typing this in school!!!
blogging while waiting for fard and shak to arrive...
victor's typing the content page or sth...
yar... hardworking hor?

anyway, back to yesterday...
late for opening... :(
woke up when Vee called me at 7.19...
rush down and all...
reach at about 8...
kinda had a bad day at work...
late,
screwed up a few drinks,
got ticked off by an old man...
cos i forgot abt his passion tea...
haiz...

finished work,
slack a bit...
then went back to change...
met vincent for dinner...
had new york new york...
ate so much until both of us were so full...
*burrrrrp*

went to creative at marina after that...
bought, well he bought his web cam...
comes with a free mic though,
neeon 2 skin for himself,
neeon skins for me!
got student price leh...
cool...
not bad to have a student around hor???
hehe...

then went to watch fantastic 4...
short movie as compared to pirates
but not too bad...

though there was pretty much talking,
not so much fighting,
but the effects are damn cool la...
CGI (computer generated images) duh...
like how the silver surfer can go through solid objects,
and how he can absorb the missile into his surf board...
cool shit...
jessica alba still looks freaking hot...
chris evans/human torch is also damn hot...
but dun really like his shoulder blades...
for those who haven caught the movie..
should watch the weekdays show...

we went back after that...
well...
good mood again!!!
lalala....
today my off day!!!
but then must come back to school for projects...
haha...


some pictures :)













































from the first movie but still as hot...

evolving into a pig
yesterday eat so much,
today sleep so much...
slowly evolving into a pig
there's a probability i'll wake up as one tml..
yar...

slept at 12 woke up at 10.30..
at abit then went back to sleep at 12..
woke up again at around 5...

thats like more than 15 hrs!!!
gosh...
jia wei only managed 8 hrs...
imagine his jealous face... keke...

bastian just asked me to go clubbing on wednesday...
hmmm...
kinda tempted to...
haha...
see how la...

just realised that i haven been posting pictures for a while le...
shall post some within this week...
keke...
stay tuned!

pig with swollen gums
hmmm....
its been a while since i ate soo much within one single day...
cos my appetite has kinda decreased...
i'm usually eating small meals throughout the day...
so it's been quite a while in fact...

had a foot-long subway sandwich for brunch...
finished it on bus 31 on the way to PW...
illegally though but well, who cares?

had a korean meal at 4.30...
kimchi fried rice...
uncle chua's treat...

as for early supper...
after i finished work...
i had another half a chicken i bought from giant...

but,
I STILL CAN EAT!!!
not very full...

well the irony is that i have got swollen gums...
SWOLLEN GUMS LEH...
means i cannot even chew properly...
nor can i close my mouth properly...
then still eat so much...
-_-

haven seen my piggy for a week already...
i'm missing you badly...
*i can survive!!!!*
haha...

hot chocolate
supposed to work at 3 today...
but chris called me in the morning to start at 1.30..
but then rain...
so start at 3...
oh well...
haha...

was raining so heavily at parkway la...
flooded... as usual though...
the wind was pretty strong though...
felt sooo cold...
wrapped myself in my apron...
must have looked very silly...
haha...
was craving for a hot chocolate then...
secretly hoping that some zhen ming tian zi,
would appear out of nowhere to surprise me with one though...
haha...

anyway, scalded my left hand just now...
was trying to melt this ice berg my wonderful ice machine created...
ouch...
pain...

anway, today's shift was pretty alright...
rubbish with boss and isa and charlene...
got pretty busy... slam all the way...
shiok sia

had kimchi soup from the food court downstairs...
nice nice...

sales!!!!
went shopping again today...
bought:
bag from S and K.. $15 gone
3 pairs of socks also form S and K... $12 gone
plus a sea weed moisturizer from body shop...
another $14.90 gone...
bye bye $42..

*shows guilty stricken face*

my 3rd day straight of impulse buying-cum-shopping...
haiz...

its like the shopping fever just catches you when u step into shopping malls...
you feel the adrenaline rush when you see a big bunch of people frantically digging and flipping through a pile of clothing...
you also wanna join in!!!

everything everywhere is on sale...
sale!!!

sales!!!!!

sales!!!!!!!
like that how to resist?
haiz...

just read jia wei's blog...
haha...
now u tempted to buy shades!!!!
haha... wait until ur exams over then we go buy okok??

anyway, opening today...
work work work...
rain leh!!!
but never flood...
haha...
stopped around 1 plus..
sat down with uncle chua after work...
listened to him talk abt stuff...
life stuff... hmmm...
then he ask if i got GF..
.... ...

just did mask...
cleanse, hydration mask, toner, moisturize...
decided to pamper my face today...
now my face smooth smooth liao...
shall look pretty for my customers tomorrow...
haha...

wad shall i do during the weekend?
other than work that is...
dun really have anything planned...
maybe i should just go do my projects...
yawn...

shopping shopping
supposed to be having my off yesterday and today...
but did closing yesterday...
but before i jump into blogging everything,
gonna put things in order first...

went supper with jasmine on tuesday night...
did closing with fizah and ariel...
talked about alot of stuff...
things i would nv confide when others are around...
about work,
about people,
about relationships..

she encouraged me to go become a DCM...
hmmm...
never crossed my mind before tuesday
but now that she mentioned it...
but still, i dun think i'm ready...
yet...

wednesday,
covered crystal's closing...
but before that, went shopping with jia wei in town...
shuang!!!
chao shuang...
first stop after meeting up is lunch...
at far east..
after that bought shades...
then next up, heeren...
got him his extra extra belated bday present...
pain of brown NUM brazillian "prata"...

shopped around heeren abit more,
then headed down to ngee ann city...
pull and bear...
nth to see..
then went to FOX...
saw this vintage tee...
bought it right away...
wanted to get the pink, stripped shirt de...
but dun have M...
argh...

then walk abit more...
saw this shop near british india, called WH...
bought another tee...
white with red bands at the sleeve and the collar...
says mr bachelor... LOL
spent abt $110 in all...
felt pretty guilty spending so much...

then went to paragon to visit jasmine
took 36 back to PW...
did closing with saffy and Vee...
all 3 of us had a bad day...
kinda had a tiff...
but i think we went through it fine...
pretty sure that our friendship came out it stronger...
:)

then today, thursday 14 june...
woke up, went woodlands, causeway point...
supposed to pei my mum and aunt go find clothes for my baby sis de...
cos my cousin getting married soon...
but then i myself ended up shopping...
got another pair of shades... : X
plus a pair of business pants...
but then today all expenses paid by my beloved mum...
(except for lunch)
but still, mummy... wo ai ni !!!
haha...

and tml NiuNiu going NS liao...
so sad...
gonna miss talking to u...
one less person i can confide in...
but lucky they can sms inside...
oh well...
daniel u take care ya?

personal pan
yawn...
i'm really tired today...
did opening with boss...
work from 7 to 4 plus la...
very very tired...
holiday time convert become full timer...
but today hor, got alot of AJs around parkway la...
dunno since when pw sprout so many sisters...
keep bumping into them...
even at giant lar...
lol...

did opening yesterday too...
opening with chris...
it was so bloody hot inside the store...
this is also another reason why i dun really fancy doing opening...
1. have to wake up early..
2. have to do pastries...
3 have to face the heat...
(its like a bloody oven at pw in the morning)

went to watch shrek 3 after work with mit, her lao gong,
kenny and my sibilings...
damn funny...
and hor, mit she laugh until very scary...
the whole cinema can hear her laugh...
haha...

met vincent after the movie...
we wanted to have dinner in town,
then changed to near his place,
finally settled down to delivery,
wanted to have rocky's but than have to wait 1 hr..
ended up having pizza hut...
waited 4o minutes...
not much diff actually...

haha...
had a personal pan pizza for dinner...
he had one too...
watched shrek 2 while eating...
eat until damn full... *burp*
gave his a massage while watching news 5 tonight...

just updating abit before i start watching dvd...
tml night still have to do closing...
i think mid shifts ae best...
dun need to wash so much...
haha...

i felt neglected
yar...
felt pretty neglected by someone...
it was 2 days back...
i'm only typing it now cos i'm feeling better le...
just thought that i should blog now...
now that i'm "stable-minded" enough

i know that u gotta work...
tired after work...
sometimes still need to go gym after work,
do this, do that...
but replying sms dun take alot of time de right?
taking a while just to reply my sms also cannot ma?
just kinda feel very neglected when ppl dun reply my sms...

well...
got pretty emo...
started complaining to jiawei on msn...
he even had to listen to me complain...
its the day b4 his trip...
then next day have to wake up early some more...
poor thing...
sayang sayang...
but thanks alot alot...
appreciate it...

then yesterday the whole day also emo emo de...
slept at 8,
woke up at 10 to sms u,
went back slp again...
well on the plus side,
caught up on my beauty slp though...

hmmm...
now that i'm feeling ok enough...
reply my sms-es ok?
:D

i need attention
girls can ask for attention,
so can i...
argh...
the only difference is i'm asking for it here...
i wan my attention...

*sit on the floor and pouts*

coffee bean dinner
ok...
short post before going school for my term test...
vincent came down yesterday while i was working...
was a frap looking out when i saw him..
totally unexpected...
he never told me he was coming...
thought it was really sweet...
i was very touched...
:D
said he got no plans for the rest of the day,
so i asked him if he wans dinner..
met him again after store meeting to go dinner..
went to coffee bean to have dinner...
ate until really full... *burp*
went home after that.. took 154 tgt..

is juice juicy enough?
someone just complained that i never update my blog...
its only a few days lor...
still say wad everytime click on my blog link then can prepare to close the window...
haiz...

well...
so here i am..
I AM GOING TO BLOG FOR YOU TO READ!!!
oei...
are you reading this CHEE JIA WEI ?!?!?
purposely put red cos u like...
i nice right?
you wan juicy juicy one?
i just add juice to it to make it juicy...
wad juice you wan?
orange juice?
lime juice?
apple juice?
grape juice?
watermelon juice?
honey dew juice?
papaya juice?
dragonfruit juice?
tomato juice?
carrot juice?
wad u wan? tell me so i know...

ok...
enough of crap for a while...
going to blog, update, let u read my life...

wednesday, pre-vesak day...
env science ended super early...
finished at around 11.20...
went to FC 3 with christie to eat..
chicken cutlet!!! changed my fries to whipped potato...
nice...
then went to work after that...
work was normal i guess...

thursday, vesak day...
woke up early, wanted to go pray de...
then drag until very late...
started doing my project,
my mum went pray then nv call me...
went out in the evening...
had carl's jr for dinner...
couldn't finish... keke...
after that watched pirates of the caribbean: at world's end...
nice movie...
very funny...
the duration was quite long though...

friday, post vesak day
school at 8...
geomatic...
damn boring at usual la...
then practised using total station again...
again as in again after 1 semester of break...
then did microstation at com lab with ZY after class...
then work... closing at PSA...
supposed to finish at 8.30 de...
but then took my time to do washing...
left there at 9.30...
uber late to meet vin... stay over 2!

saturday,
work at 10,changed shift with sotong ytd...
if not i got to do opening...
so as so i can stay over...
read le got gan dong ma?

work... very hot as usual...
*slap my own face*
its parkway... wad u expect?
then meet jia wei for dinner...
did some chocolate/ junk food shopping b4 that...
was looking for chocolate fondue set though...
cannot find.. :`(
then went giant to buy some more...
chocolate, chocolate and more chocolate...

jia wei put together with weifeng...
truck loads of crap...
not to mention noise...
very long nv see him le so very long never crap so much...
those ppl who have been out with the 2 of ur tgt will know...

hmmm...
i think i shall stop here...
gotta go study...