neither here nor there...
met up with shak and fard after work yesterday...
makan at geylang serai mkt...
went to KFC near chun cheng's old hse to discuss SJWP...
can't believe we're actually doing it...
ahhh...

results got released earlier this morning...
but i din check until just now...
never had the guts to face up to my results...
yeah.. i'm such a coward.

**depressed**

i need to drink...
drink and get drunk...
thats what i need now...

work was fine...
PCL asked really weird questions today...
like when i'm going to become a real man...
like WTF was that for sia?

boss came at about 10...
walking into store like how he always does...
*indescribable*
he just brightens my day...

sat down after work to door gifts for friday...
ihsan insists they are called doggies...
he say me and PCL gonna do the doggie...
bleah... its soooo wrong...
thats never gonna happen...
EVER.
finished most of the dor gifts...
now only need to put in 1 more part then we're done...

was waiting for the bus just now...
had a moment to myself to stone..
and this huge tsunami of thoughts came flooding in..

i don't know...
i thought that working more shifts and longer hours
would take my mind off certain things...
but it doesn't work that way.
it simply makes you tired...
and when u stone, your mind wanders again...
Bad. period.

was just sms-ing bestfriend about this phase of life...
that we're neither here nore there...
kinda depressing but yeah...
just gotta get over it...

times like this,
charmaine's tattoo would come into good use...
"this too shall pass"

**smiles**