CNY coming!!!
haven blogged for almost a week now...
nothing much to update also...
been erm, studying for my papers...
haven been working nor shopping nor having unhealthy lifestyle...
haha...

3 test papers down,
structural analysis paper down...
3 more to go...
transport engineering,
structural concrete design &
engineering math...

i just wanna get over and done with my exams...
*no other comments*

other than that,
CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING!!!

excited lar...
one of my most anticipated festivals of the year,
other than...
*go guess for urself la*

i'm not really excited about the day itself actually...
more of the preparation leading up to CNY itself...
busy shopping for new clothes,
painting the house,
cleaning up the house,
shopping for CNY goodies,
decorations (shopping, buying and puting up)...

ahhh...
i'm like making myself super excited...

but my hse haven start decorating yet...
just done with some paintings and my house smells now...
argh...
gives me sore throat and all...
maybe i'm sensitive to the fumes of the paint...
haiz...

never mind...
shall update more next week..
shall go and study now...

我只想一个人静静地看日落
i find myself quite up to my neck...
i can't breathe...
i'm suffocating...

i get upset whenever i don't get things done the way i want...
but i don't say it..
i keep it in...
and its killing me...

i don't like to be forced...
neither do i like to be threatened...

right now,
i just wanna sit at the waterfront,
watching the sun set in the horizon..
我只想一个人静静地看日落...

popeye pictures!
finally got the pictures from fard today...
there's like 60 mb worth of pictures!!!
but just gonna post some...


























































this is how T3 looks like...
super classy...




























food!!!
can't wait to finish them all but had to take pictures..




























pre-makan & post-makan...
full and satisfied...


had sooo much fun that day...
ate until so full!
anyway, i took out 1 super unglam picture of me...
wakakaka...

contractors came and did the living room today...
only do the living room cos its the worse...
other parts of the house will be done on our own...
with a personal touch of course...
i want to the stenciling in my room...

bao bei is sick..
poor thing...
must rest more ok?
hugs...
get well soon!!!

swimming popeye
went swimming with dear yesterday...
at tampines...
on the morning of my CECON paper!!!
sun was there but on and off...
not much people there so dear taught me to do frog stroke...
so malu can...
19 yrs old le still cannot do frog stroke..

yar...
then tried to swim using frog stroke...
but din move forward much after the initial stroke...
-.-
super embarrassing...

sat at the jacuzzi pool after that to just chill out and enjoy the sun...
but i kena sun burnt!!!
ouch ouch...
but the swimming trip was fun!
should swim with dear more often...
wakakaka...

anyway,
we had cafe cartel for lunch after swimming..
and decided that we should budget from now on..
next week cannot spend too much le...
both of us are quite broke...
went to get tomatoes before leaving for school...

CECON paper was fine...
in fact i can do the paper!!
did lots of drawings...
haha...

went to changi after CECON to have popeye!!!
its been like at least 6 months since i last had popeye...
train trip there was fun!
the meal was fun too!!
sat at the viewing mall to watch planes take off as we had dinner..
ate so much that i burp sooo loud...
think jia wei and henry know that sound so well!!!
haha...
i learn that "jiwang" means emo in malay!!!
shak and fard!!!
we should have more of such outings!!!
its such a good way to relax after papers!!!

ring coffee prince
been studying+ doing projects with fard this couple of weeks...
quite fun...
correction: very fun...

this is one of that conversation that happened...

Ivan: *singing* Nah nah nah..
Ivan: Oh god... i'm talking to myself...
Fard: Nah, take this, it helps...
*goes on to break a piece of chocolate from her huge bar and pass to Ivan*
Both: *laughs like mad*

another one...
Fard: fulin, are u buddist?
fulin: yar.. I am...
*fard turns to Ivan*
Fard: you are?
Ivan: God..
fulin: wahahaha!!!
*slow reaction from fard*
Fard: Oohhh chey

*****

several things i wanna touch on today...

• i lost my ring...
• my red haviana "prata" spoiled...
• geomatics paper down...
• 2 tests, 4 exams to go...
• CNY clothes all done

anyway...
just finished watching today's episode of coffee prince...
and i'm noticing the likeliness...
its so damn obvious...
no wonder dear says its our show...
its resembles us soooo much...
wakakaka...
nice nice...

nth much actually...
back to studying...

end of chapter one
i don't know why i'm using this title...
it just occurred to me in the shower...

a series of incidents has happened over the past week...
a combination of incidents that happened over the past few days actually...

somehow there's alot that i wanna say,
but i dont know where to start
or how to start...

its all bottled up inside me...
i keep feeling this urge to lose my temper...
again,
i chose to keep it in...
but now,
i'm gonna blog it out...
will make me feel better...

first of all, projects...
after almost 1 entire semester,
all my projects are finally completed...
all submitted..
out of sight, out of mind,
for now that is...

second, sleep..
i am tired...
i need to sleep...
deep, undisturbed sleep...
lots of it...
睡眠不足会让我脾气暴躁...

woke up early today...
went online at like 7.30am in the morning..
made mushroom soup after that...
took me like 2 hours to get everything done...
taste was fine..
can improve though...

went out with to bugis today...
shopped around and ate abit...
went for a health check too...
pink of health!
all is well...

dear said i'm not myself today...
well, its not very difficult actually...
since all is written on my face...

but after going out,
after some rest,
plus lots of 撒娇...

guess i'm fine now...

地下铁

十九, nineteen, 19
8th jan 08...




first post of 08...




11.40pm...




weather: pouring outside...




dear's in bed...
happily snoozing away...




20 minutes to my 19th birthday...



having mixed feelings right now...
don't know how to describe it.





we had a major fight last weekend...
did the wrong stuff,
said the wrong words...
but we're fine now...

we went out after school today...
suntec city...

took 106 from dover...
disturbed each other on the bus...
discussed our future...
had a talk about us.




got there,
complained that i was hungry...
so we went to look for food...

we walked past gelare...
tuesday...
50% off for dine-in waffles...
went in, had waffles, cam whored abit...

went to carrefour after that...
shopped around abit then headed to fountain of wealth..
cam-whored some more over there...

had dinner with dear's god brothers...
pepper lunch..
planned meeting...
to show me to them...




i was at fountain of wealth last yr during my birthday too...
was there with daniel back then...
hmmm...

somehow,
i feel very connected to that fountain...
so relaxed and at peace with myself when i'm there...
when i'm just not thinking about anything...
just enjoying the wind just blowing around me,
the traffic flowing quickly in a circular drive...



i feel "at home" when i'm at the fountain...




maybe i should make it a thing,
for me to go there during bdaes from now on...
haha...

i'm turning 19 in about 20 minutes...
but i don't feel like 19 yet...
like still 18 lor...
haha...
last year of my teens...
gonna be over damn soon can...
now i start to feel old...