i need you
i really feel like crying my eyes out now...
its hurts to know that i've hurt someone so badly...
its breaks me up from inside...
layer by layer, its tortures the hell out of me...

to know that something so right can go so wrong...
its painful...
i just feel like crying my heart out...
slap me, hit me, scold me, kick me...
i want you to talk to me...
i need you as much as you need me...
i can't lose you either...

bao bei...
i'm really sorry that i din hear your call...
my phone was in my bag,
i was away...
i tried so many times to call back...
i messaged...
i'm scared...

thought u went to bed so i din call anymore...
but i know that u're upset...
and i apologise for that...
first mistake was that i wasn't with my phone...
second mistake was that i broke my promise to you...

just this morning only,
i promised to never make u worry again...
but still,
i broke my promise...
i'm sorry...
i deserved to be hit...
i dun deserve to have someone who cares so much...

third mistake was that i din tell u where i was...
i made u worry so much...
haiz...

and to know that we were so happy just this morning...
shopping,
going out,
being in the sun with you...
ended up like this...
it makes my heart drop...
the feeling of fear of loosing someone so close to heart...
that urge to just bawl my eyes and heart out...
the urge to have everything back to normal is so hard to bear...

when will the rain stop pouring?
when will the clouds part?
when will this storm pass?
when will the winds blow again?
when will the sun shine again?