dorian grey
just came back from parkway...
been there for hours...
never do anything really constructive...
finished reading my dorian grey...
realised that dorian grey's role in the movie,
league of extraordinary gentlemen,
has been twisted... very twisted infact...
u can't kill him by just flashing the portrait in his face lar...
u can only kill him by destroying the portrait...
and the portrait is not that small...
its huge! live size...
and he(dorian grey) doesn't just leave his portrait lying around...
he hangs it up in his storeroom and locks it...
LOCKS the room...
twisted movie...

did my PA as well..
boss was late...

personally i dun feel that i deserve a 1 for personal learning lar...
its not like i dun bother to go search up and read up on my coffee stuff...
cafe practises and BAEs...
i've been doing coffee sampling with partners and customers on my shift...
i've even forked out money to buy food pairning just to bring out the characteristics of the coffee can?
true that i haven not done many big scale coffee samplings
but how do u expect me to do such a big sampling?
even with the help of a grp of SCMs,
its still very difficult lor...
bloody hell...
wadever lar...
as long as alison approves my post PA pay increment...
i think all the other SCMs gonna get 1 too lar...
since i can't complain much, i'll just blog here..
dun wan to be a difficult partner,
dun wan my self esteem to be trampled and walked over on...

you always seem to have so much to say when i want to ignore you...
and you've got nth to say when i am asking for attention...
do you know how irritating it is?
why dun you just leave me alone?
fuck out of my life if u have to...
maybe we are just different.
different people with different thoughts...
i dun deserve you..
and you, you dun deserve me.