poster queen?
classes today was kinda a waste of my time...
go for attendance only...

went for this interview at parkmall after school...
think i got through...
dun wanna say what interview it was...
cos haven confirm everything yet...
but some of my closer friends already know...
keke...

also dunno why i felt so down after the interview...
kinda felt stupid...
dunno why...
felt like i had to buy my way in...
felt so cheap...
the lowly, slutty kind of cheap...

wasn't really in the mood to eat...
so sat outside plaza sing with bastian...
talked while we had "dinner"...
so we talked for quite a while...
went on with my ramblings...
weighted my options...
decided that i should talk to piggy first...
din wan my parents to know everything yet...

dun think i'll be comfortable discussing things like this with them...
i'll rather make it through alone,
come out in alive and in one piece,
let then know what i've done,
make them smile...

bastian and i made a detour to cine after that...
wanted to get his movie tickets but din...
but then din managed to...
wrong date.. lol...

called up my piggy while on the bus...
told my story,
said my piece abt the interview...
listened to wad he had to say...
rather, more of asking for another opinion...
yar...

shall get all my information first...
the contract stuff ready then decide..
yar...

well,
this is to vin, bastian, jiawei,
thanks for being there when i needed u to...
thanks for listening or replying sms-es!!!
love you guys!!
-hugs-

and piggy!!!
i love u more!!!
*shy*