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Thursday, April 26, 2007

leave me alone- sun yan zi
its been a couple of days since i last blogged...
want to blog today but dun really know wad i wan to write...

school has been normal bah...
the usual 8 to 4 lessons...
had environment science on wednesday though...
finding this lecturer uber cool la...
so knowledgeable...
this is was i din know until yesterday:
1. a baby is made up of 85% water... thats why their skin so gd!!!
2. old grand mother has got only 55% water...
3. ur cells are already dying when u feel thirsty...
4. ur body has got a natural cleansing mechanism that cleans out ur insides from morning until 12 noon...

cool hor?

crashed gems class today...
went to MS, ZY and LS de class...
their's is the calander thingy...

kinda interesting la...
cos my gems lecturer nv come for class...
damn bastard la...
chee by...
but good thing is he damn slack...

then forgot my wallet at home also...
nv bring money to school... sob sob...
ended up borrowing money from MS...

had fruits only for lunch...
went to library to do my notes for env science...
shall do my hydraulics tml...
weekend finish up EM2 and struct analysis de tutorials...

been thinking how to write to properly put my message across...
it's taking me very long to think la...
really very difficult to express myself...

~ { Thursday, April 26, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, April 23, 2007

emo kitty
second week of school liao...
damn fast can??

had school today...
like duh hor?
anyway, fell asleep in hydraulics and EM2...
sit at the first row some more...
haiz...
weifeng u really gotta buck up man...

then rain very heavily after school sia...
but not as heavily as it can get in the east...
like at chung cheng and PW, it can rain until flood la...

then came home,
help cook dinner...
had alot alot alot of egg plant...
bleah...

supposed to do sth constructive after dinner de...
but ended doing sth really different...
sth that i haven done for a looooooooooong time already...
really looooooooooong since i last did...

guess guess...






haha...
u'll never guess man...
colouring...

yes...

colouring!!!!
hello kitty some more!!!
oh gosh...



















































nice ma?
but really la,
coloring can make u feel really carefree and relaxed...
plus a warm shower after tha...
poof!!!
relaxed...
wakakaka....

but today got emo la...
thats why i did coloring...
wanted to waste time, think about nth and just be indulged in coloring...
dunno why but got quite emo,
thats why wanted to see someone...
but someone sick...
hiaz...
i feel that i'm so irritating la, ya sick le i still dun believe, keep wanting to meet...
haiz...
sorri...

~ { Monday, April 23, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

sanitary pad
this is wad you get to see in some washrooms...
male washrooms that is...




















looks pretty normal right?
but look again..




























since when would the average singaporean male carry a sanitary pad around?!
not to mention dispose it through the flushing system...
kinda scary to think of it..

well...
din notice this until ian told me...
so here's ian for you...
his credit...

~ { Wednesday, April 18, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, April 16, 2007

yr 2 first day
after about 10 plus weeks of "holidays"...
its back to school again...
sianz...
spend most of the time trying to keep myself awake today...
chewing gum, sweet, twirling pens, sms-ing people...
nth really seem to work...
haiz...

gotta wake up at 6am for 4 days a week for 8am classes...
how nice...
imagine weifeng arriving in school with unkempt hair, sagging eye bags,
panda eyes, unshaven facial hair and creased clothes...
oh gosh... so disgusting...

huang rose still can say that its difficult to keep awake in class for the first few days...
like duh right?
i would have just gotten out of bed at 2 pm if not for school...
bloody early can?

but breaks were fun...
definitely had a good laugh along corridors today...
trying to spot yr 1's...
not especially difficult though...
the really obvious ones had maps...

MAPS...
MAPS leh...
they were practically screaming:
"i'm just a bloody year 1... someone pls guide me around... I will pay lots just to get to class on time..."

some of the shy one grouped up...
safety in groups ma... obviously...
but their eyes just gave it away...
looking at overhanging tabs along walkways to keep on the right track...
talking so loudly just to boost their courage...
lol...
must have been thinking "OMG... this place is HUGE!!! i hope i'm not lost again"
yar...
every single one of us have been through that...
kinda fun thinking back on it...
haha...

pre lunch was kinky,
lunch was nice except forthe FCs being bombarded with peeps...
after lunch was structural analysis...
calculations again...
haiz...
first day only got tutorials to do...
haiz...
thats all for now...

~ { Monday, April 16, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;


Saturday, April 14, 2007


its always when u feel like blogging,
then you dun have anything for u to blog...
when u dun feel like blogging, u have alot to bitch abt...
haiz...

been wanting to blog for the past few days but dunno wad to write...
also cos i'm lazy to go into details...
boring details...
haha...

i'm gonna summarise my past few days...
tuesday, store meeting aft opening...
tired, smelly, but eat alot...

wendesday, off...
went shopping with crystal...

thursday, opening...
went out with ian and aron...
saw scary-sweet macho mary...
bought my NUM flip flops...

friday, today...
banana summer promo day 1...
at PSA do sampling for 3 hrs...
went PW with grace...
met ian and jia wei for dinner...

thats abt wad i did for these couple of days...
anyway, someone just told me someone say that i taught that someone a new drink...
which i did not...
wahhhh...
gimme credit leh...
good hor?
bloody fuck...

~ { Saturday, April 14, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;


Saturday, April 07, 2007

shopping camwhore
yesterday was a bad day...
dun really wanna remember it...
just wan to say that,
wadever i did was for the good of the company...

today was kinda goood i guess...
morning wake up, eat and slack only...
afternoon went shopping for shoes with jiawei...
was damn fun lor...
keep suan-ing each other...
then still can count score, see who win...
dun think many people can tahan us when we tgt...
too much of a noise pollution...

anyway, we, i mean he bought a pair of shoes at queenstown...
white and orange one...
looks nice...
of course wad, is we choose one.. lol...
then after that still dun wan go off,

went to IKEA to guang somemore...
and i think we saw huang bi ren...
u know the mediacorp actress??
she looks so damn skinny la, if she is really her...
haha...
walked the entire place,
touch and played with alot of things like some auntie go market like tat...
then i bought a drinking glass plus a small cactus...
looks like the glass that fish and co uses...
cool!!

then come back and started to camwhore with my mum and my sis...
lol...
































































































~ { Saturday, April 07, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, April 04, 2007

没感觉了吗?
想起他的面孔, 没痴痴地笑, 就等于没感觉了吗?
见了面, 没心跳加速, 就等于没感觉了吗?
碰到手臂, 没触电, 就等于没感觉了吗?
真的没感觉了吗?

~ { Wednesday, April 04, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, April 03, 2007

trust
was talking to crabby about some relationship stuff earlier...
wad we talked about got me thinking...

wads the point of being a couple,
when u dun let your other half know wad you are going through?
when you cannot say wad u wanna say?
when you cannot express your emotions?
when you cannot be yourself when you two are out?

you say you love him too much to do that...
you say i dun know, i dun understand...
but yes i know and i understand...
all too clearly how it feels...
how it make ur heart bleed so much that you wish you could just die...
when u love this person so much,
you dun wan your other half to be sad cos you are sad...
you wan to see your other half smile and be happy...
cos your source of happiness comes from this person...

but who can you tell all these to?
who will listen?
who will listen to you say all these?
when you've come to this stage,
a heart to heart talk just comes to mind...
cos its just the most natural thing to come into play...
but..
wad if you cant?
wad if it just hurts you to look at him?
wad if it hurts so much to even look to him?

then wads the use of a blog?

cant you just bloody blog?
just blog and let him read..
let the other person read...
sit down quietly and just read the bloody entry...

you claim that your blog contains your private thoughts.
but wads the use of having a blog that contains your private thoughts,
when you dun even let your other half to read it?
you guys promised each other that there will not be any secrets among you guys?
ok, promise may not be the word here but wad about trust?

trust...
other than having open communication...
trust is the one other thing that couples should never fail in doing so for each other.

letting your other half know wad you are going through now-be it through talking face to face, on the phone, or through the blog, just as long as the message is gotten across clear and clear-
is just a basic sign of trust...
the mutual trust that you guys share...
is this not wad relations are built and based on?

and you dare say that i am naive and innocent?
u trust you so much that i take you for your words...
that you and him are just friends...
that you will never ever fall for him...
i trust you...
i take you for your words...
cos i trust you...

and dun say that i'm only letting my imaginations run wild...
maybe i'm just letting my imaginations run wild,
but at least i tell you wad i'm thinking of...
that i'm jealous that you are you with him
that i'm feeling that insecurity that you might just fall for him...
that i might just lose you to him...
that you might just disappear from my life...

now you tell me that i should have the trust for your words...
but shouldn't you at least comfort my insecurities?
at least hold my hands tight and look me in the eyes and say believe me...
?

talk about me being quiet...
talk about me not saying anything...
but wad will you do now that i've spoken my piece?
how will you take it?

will you just hold me closer to your heart?
or would you just disappear like a dream when the night is over?

this is why i've never said anything...
i've choosen to keep quiet cos i'm afraid...
i'll rather things remain like this forever...
lying to myself that our relationship is as wad it looks like..
at least i still have you...
in my self delusional world...

~ { Tuesday, April 03, 2007 }
reflections of you and me;