just a dream
wanted to post this on monday night...
but i wasn't able to...
just couldn't think properly...

you've always been just a dream...
a dream that seemed so real...
so real that i feared to wake up from this dream...
i even asked: "wad if all these is just a dream?"
and u said, "at least it would be a good one with beautiful memories.."
i thought so to...
and i believed you...

but seriously,
it hurts to just wake up from such a dream...
well, now that the dream is over,
life has got to continue...
but you have my blessings...
really...

on a lighter note,
results for coffee master challenge came out today!!!
wow!!!
i passed!!!
damn happy la...
got 6th out of alot alot of people...
keke...
gotta thank alot of people who helped me along the way...
people like jasmine, grace, bish, fizah, Vee, hari and isa...
thank you!!!
gonna have my coffee master's first impression on the 8th of march...
getting my black apron then...
wahahaha...

CMC level 2
had my CMC level 2 today...
paper was fine...
had lots of help from everyone along the way...
thats why it was fine...
something did catch my off guard...
wad beverage got less that 200 calories?
WTF...
who is the right state of mind will go count the calories in their coffee?
then i thought of americano and solo espresso...
no milk no nothing else...
should be correct la...( i hope)

then the other sections were bar, selling merchandise, and 4 fundamentals...
got full marks for merchandise...
kena minus 1 mark for my solo espresso cos the cup was stained...
by the previous user...
sian la... KNN...
then was 4 fundamentals...
i kena ah hao la...
chee by...
got tested on rwanda...
picked the wrong cup of coffee...
sian la...
it wasn't proportion that was wrong...
it was the grind size that was wrong...
failed to notice that the "wrong" cup had a very heavy body...
BUT the "correct" cup's acidity was way damn high for rwanda lor...
wad elagant? where got lor...lan jiao la...
ARGHHH...
damn bu gan yuan la...
kena minus 3 marks...
still kena minus another mark for failing to say that coffee must be stored in air-tight container...
even thought that there is flavor lock...
still must use air-tight container!!!!
total minus 5 points leh...
haiz...

rushed down to east point to collect beans and hazelnut syrup and mango tea...
hungey like mad la...
the whole day never eat anything...
felt like fainting lor...
arghhz...

closing was fine...
freaked out when i felt sth on my leg...
was a cockroach!!!!
argh!!!!
was damn malu la...
everyone from KFC was like looking at me lor...
Vee and saffy were laughing their butts off lar...
haiz...

damn sian la, my next week de schedule...
1,3,5,7 work...
2,4,6 off...
wah lan eh...
at least let me have some attachment can?
sianz...

CNY update
yay!!!
its already the third day of the pig year...
happy chinese new year!!!
where's my hong bao?!

CNY was kinda normal bah...
slept uber late on the eve of cyn day,
woke up late on cyn day,
go house visiting aft that...
get bored while hse visiting...
haha...
but did some things different this yr,
i brought my lappy toppie along to my jiu jiu's place...
watched youtube....
but din gamble, cos i fell asleep...
but it's ok...
zero risk of making loss...
wakakaka....

went to chun dao he pan on the 18th(1st day of CNY)...
went with NiuNiu..
watched fireworks and had a stroll...
the fireworks was damn good...
i love the gold one that explodes like a bomb...
he liked the one that resembles a meteor shower...
was a last minute thing but i enjoyed it lots...
thx for the evening...

went to may aunt's place for steamboat dinner on 2nd day...
damn good...
better than my granny one...
Oops...
haha...
got damn irritated halfway...
cos da jiu was commenting abt my ear stud...
also cos of the tiramisu issue...

you can say that my stud is not nice but dun u ever,
EVER say that wearing ear studs is ah gua...
i hate it whenever anyone says that...
irritates the hell out of me...
wearing ear studs does not mean that one is ah gua ok?
argh...

well of course i just smile and kept quiet...
i wun blow up cos of such trivial matters de...
total waste of my energy...
conservative old man wif his conservative thinking...

well, today was more like a stay-at-home-and-play day...
haha...
nothing much to do and hence,
nothing much done...
lalalalala....

beloved jasmine
woah~
long time no see!!!
haha...
haven been blogging for awhile already...
din have much inspirations to blog about...
life, over the past 11 day have been pretty normal...
yea...
just boring...

jasmine's no longer store manager of parkway already...
no longer my store manager anymore...
haiz...

though i'm not like uber close to her,
i'm still pretty affected by the sudden departure la...
she's the one who hired me,
she's the one who gave me a job,
she's the one who taught me the ropes,
she's the one who guided me,
she ignited my passion for coffee..
damn sad la...
now that she's gone from PW,
it feels as if i lost someone really precious...
~sob~
~sob sob~
~cry~

anyway, lets not dwell on this for too long,
life has to go on...
well,
here's some sunflowers to brighten things up...
especially going out to those who likes em'

end of year 1
yes!
yes!!
yes!!!
i so feel like screaming out loud out that school's out!!!
and the holidays are in!!!
(i'm making alot of people very jealous la)
wahahahaha

end of year 1 liao leh!!!
(and if all goes well, hopefully)
I'm going year 2 aft this holiday!!!
wooohooo...
my much and looong awaited holiday...
wakakaka
suddenly thought of a long list of wad i wanna do during my holidays...
i'm dun wanna rot the long-awaited holidays away la...
so here goes...

coffee master & black apron...
work more and earn more...
chocolate foundue...
garlic ice cream...
choose gems module...
gym sessions...
detox, facials, better skin...
watching sun rises and sun sets....
more retail therapy [shopping]...
take a short weekend getaway to bali or sth...
(Muahahahaha...)
well thats the rough outline for the holidays for now...

been munching down on chocolate bars like nobody's business lately...
cannot resist la...
damn nice...
like today, had 2 bars of hershey's special...
at this rate, pimples gonna start popping very soon la...
gonna look very ugly very soon...
haiz...

hate it when people add me on msn to ask for sex...
add me on msn not to chat and make friends,
but ask for sex...
ask for sex straight... out loud...
wah lao eh...
wad did u treat me for?
male escort ar?
sorry hor...
NO.
no, no and only NO.

GET THIS RIGHT FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL...
get it drilled/ hard-wired into ur head if u need
LE GARANG SUSU DIVA IS NOT A MALE ESCORT...
HE DOES NOT PROVIDE SEX TO STRANGERS...
if sex is wad u're looking for,
try somewhere else...
anywhere else, anyone else... but me...

goodbye lao po
I just threw away my Vball shoes...
the white mizuno shoe...
was so so so bu she de lor...
been my best buddy for almost 2 yrs le...
wore it to alot of trainings...
wore it to classes...
wore it to soo many place....
and finally, its time is up...
haiz...

took some pictures of it just for memories...





































look at the soles!!!
was supposed to be the GEL below de...
but all got worn out...






















































goodbye my lao po...
*sob sob*

special dark
i wanna blog, but i dunno wanna write wad...
been pestering jia wei for an inspiration as to wad to write...
but still dunno wad to write...
haiz...

*shakes head*
then think of the scene from the hospital,
where the surgeon walks out from ops theater saying,
"dui bu qi, wo men jing li le..."
aKa,
"(waH lao eh, hopeless case liao still bring here...)"

haiz...

must say that studying SM at home is damn boring, and lonely la,
not to mention the insecurity that u get,
when u wonder if the answer for a certain Qn is correct...
but so far so good,
dunno how to do sth every now and then...
but well....

starting to miss the hershey's special dark chocolate liao...
craving for it...
its semi sweet but just nice for me...
cos i'm already very sweet liao...
so cannot be too sweet later have to go NKF....
wahahaha..
but special dark has got this smooth texture after it melts...
and the chocolate flavor is just perfect for alot of things!!!
thinking of trying it in chocolate fondue... hmm....

but there's more to just the taste thats making me crave for more...
u know, i know lah....
wahahaha.....
here's a picture for those who haven seen special dark b4...



















damn sian now...
dunno wad to do...

seriously wondering if i should get hair extension done for CNY...
my little tail behind is like so bu chang bu duan...
this length is very open to people commenting abt it...

that means people noticing it!!!
*mission accomplished*
wahahaha....
no la, i'm not to buay hiao bai one...
go keep one tail to attraction attention...
lol...