CADC club house
woke up damn early this morning to send my sis to school...
yawn... very sleepy still...
then went to school...

reach school at 9,
went to CADC club house straight away...
the entire Cons club was empty except for wai meng...
kinda wierd cos its usually not this empty de...
but all the merrier if population there is low...
:P
CADC club house had become my unofficial study place for this week...
been studying there almost everyday since monday...

studied there for a while then switched to T5 de basement,
cos wai meng had to go back to studio,
i cannot stay at club house cos not allowed,
anyway inside also too cold to study properly...
and wah lao eh, there the mosquitoes damn alot sia...
but kena sting already, dunno...
take bus go home that time then itchy like mad...
argh...

got tired of studying halfway through and started sms-ing people...
jia wei was in the midst of a language class,
kena taught primary school stuff... wahahaha....

also during that time NiuNiu mentioned that he just nose bleed...
take care of urself ok?
long time never see u liao...

was going back to club house with wai meng then i saw that chou po niang...
scream here scream there like SP her house like that...
totally UN-GLAM i tell u...
small and petite, got a tiny little bit of lookd but unfortunately not nice...
not nice at all...
refuse to describe her as a BITCH cos dun wan to defile that saintly word...
sorry hor, u not fit to be described as a bitch on my blog...

whore... even more plastic that plastic...
first moment:
screaming at everyone in the world...
next moment:
speaking in that oh-so-sweet-soooo-cutie-pie voice through the office phone to the lecturer...
kept rolling my eyes at her...
yar lar, yar lar, u can go drink ur $1.90, 7 eleven, oh-sooo sweet cappuccino...
drink until so CLASSY lor...
wah lao, dun wan describe...
very R21; gory scene...

my phone is in a very atrocious/ UN-GLAM/ horribly broken state now...
see already will feel very mentally disturbed de...
think can go feature in some horror movie liao...
i think the ticket sales will be better than tat hairy pottie de movies leh...
so damn need to change phone now lor...
haiz...

me thinking of getting an Ipod...
but i'm like so damn Ipod idiot now...
someone plz help orientate me abt Ipod...
argh!!!
haiz...

best friend
keep thinking of a phrase i read somewhere before
"best friends are like viagra, they lift u up when you're down"
kinda true hor?
it's very true for me at least...
haha...

was feeling rather confused/tired abt something...
then he mentioned an example...
abt a teacher trying to get an answer from a quiet class...
tirring, but no choice...

saw this skin of the day on blogskins.com a few days ago...






















yar...
its kinda nice to hear such words...
"miracles do happen, and they will..."
wad of they dun?
wad if the one party wasn't looking at the moon?
the other party would be looking at the moon alone,
thinking that they are together...

after a while, that person's just being pangseh-ed...
thinking that they are together but they are not..
oblivious to the other party's change...

i dun wan to become that blinded party...
i dun wan to be delusional...
can u sense my fear?
will u be there to hold me when i'm afraid?

bored
damn it...
i bored... freaking bored...
no one to entertain me...
woke up at 9 today...
decided to sleep later, but still woke up at 9...
so just laze around...
drifted in and out of sleep for another hour,
then decided to get out of bed...
yawn...
wad a slow start to my friday morning...

shall blog abt ytd...
i'm so glad that i finished oral communication...
finally la... finished with that presentation liao...
40% of module weightage... woohoo...
lily said she was happy with my presentation...
got look at audience, hand gesture... :D~~~

u know how i happy i was when i heard that?
cos i only finished the slides that morning,
never rehearse, never do script, last min work...
did stumble over a few words here and there la,
cos very nervous mah...
but its over le!!! yay!!!

for this weekend is shopping!!!
retail therapy...
wakakaka....
so excited just to blog about going shopping :D~~

**fast forward 10++ hrs**

the shopping trip was kind of a disappointment...
wanted to go see clothes and buy shoes but dun have...
bugis dun really have the shoes i'm looking for...
haiz...
but we had sakae sushi though...
eat until very full...
**burp**
excuse me...

i treasure our friendship
i dunno wad came over me these few days...
maybe its just me...
the childish-stubborn mindset i still have...
but Niu realli did knock some sense into me...

this is going out to a very nice friend/team mate i have...
i dunno if u'll ever read my blog,
or if u'll ever notice this entry,
but wad i wanna say to you is that,
u have been a very good friend...
u've dealt with all my rubbish,
listened to all my complains and all
faced all my daily doses PMS-es...
u provided care and concern when i needed them the most.
but i failed to do so when u needed them the most...
i'm sorry...
i really am...
i still remember how u have helped when i got backstabbed by plastic...
i still remember how u and big sis have taught a dumbass abt centripetal force in the foodcourt...
i still remember u let me copy so many tutorials, wholesale...
knowing that i may never attempt then on my own...
but that's not the point...
wad i really really wanna say is that,
i dun wanna lose you as a friend...
i still treasure our friendship, alot...
dun think i need to elaborate too much,
but i think u'll understand...

long showers
i felt like blogging while i was in the shower...
so here i am...

dunno why i always seem to plan my life during my showers...
like today,
i started to plan wad i'm gonna do for the next 1 month in the shower...
22 - 25 jan, term tests...
26 - 28 jan, relax...
29 - 4 feb, study for struct mech exam...
5 feb, structural mechanics paper...
5th feb onwards, shop for CNY clothes with jia wei...
study for CMC...
18 - 20 feb, CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
gong xi fa cai!!!
wo de hong bao leh?
24th feb, CMC...

oh gosh...
1 month is going to pass so quickly la...
then holiday...
then poly year 1 finish liao leh...
wakakakaka....

speaking of CMC,
its the coffee master challenge for those who dun know...
u know those guys walking around in starbucks in black aprons?
those ppl are coffee masters...
they are the ones who are the ones who really know their coffee,
those who know their stuff,
those that are really good...
yar...
me gonna go for the challenge to get me my black apron...
though i'm "unofficially but officially confirmed" for CMC,
jasmine just told me that my CMC is on the 24th of feb...

oh gosh...
me panicking la...
there's so much to study abt,
so much to learn about...
i'm like so dunno where to start...
haiz...

well, i do admit that i want to own a black apron lah...
looks damn cool la...
but as much as i really want to have my own black apron,
i'm so not mentally prepared to become a coffee master...
what to do when this happens,
what to do when that happens...
that expectation to live up to...
argh...

argh....


argh....


ARGH!!!

nvm...
gonna study for term test first...
school work more important...

bus rides
ok, i'm home already...
original plan was to come home straight aft class to do my BTM shit...
but dunno whether to stay for contact time anot,
so dragged a while here, drag a while there...

been taking bus rides to and fro from school for a long time le...
realised that i just love to fall asleep on bus rides...
always fall asleep on bus rides...

when i get window seats,
i'll lean on the window and fall asleep.
the bus turns and i also turn,
if sometimes i turn so much that when the bus turns back,
i'll knock my head against the window panel,
so loud that everyone on that bus looks at you...
**ouch**
and so malu lah...

still remember that once i was sleeping on bus 966...
was on my way to work...
was very tired cos was working the day b4 also...
i slept very soundly cos the air con very shiok...
then the bus did an overtake...
wah lao...
i almost fell out of my bus seat when it turned...
felt so embarrassed...
haiz...

then today worse...
was sleeping on the bus again...
was seating on the long seats that's straight...
the seat beside me was empty...
beside that seat was another sleeping guy...

then the bus was moving quite fast,
so i was leaning out of my seat space...
then leaned over to the empty seat,
over to that sleeping guy's shoulder...

din know how long that lasted until i "woke" up...
saw the guy opposite us was laughing to himself...
was wondering wad happened then realised
that i was sleeping on the other guy's shoulder...
haiz... so malu la...
then i got off quickly at the next stop...
haiz...
i wish there was someone i can realli lean on when i slp on the bus...

nvm, home liao...
wanted to do my BTM immediately but then,
over heard my mum talking over the phone wif my aunt abt stuff...
family stuff...
got me quite uncomfortable...
dun wanna get EMo again...
feeling Emo kinda drains ur energy pretty fast...
thats why i'm blogging...
R&B blasting from my earphones...
lalala...
lalala...
lalala...
i cannot hear...
i dunno...
i refuse to know...

EMo monday
feeling pretty emo today...
dunno why but just woke up feeling emo...

the phone ringing in the background...
i opened my eyes...
head splitting...
eyes stinging...
the phone's still ringing...
i check the phone...
jia wei's message...
i check the time...
7.50am...
i look around...
i'm on my bed.
the laptop's also on the bed,
but on the edge of the bed...

i start recalling,
today is monday...
argh fuck, class start in 10 minutes time...

din feel like going to school...
not in a mood for shirts,
not in a mood for air con classrooms,
not in a mood for bitchy classmates,
not in a mood for plastic spiders,
not in a mood for preachers,
not in a mood to see anyone...

oh well, last week of school shit...
just get it over and done wif...
slowly get off the double decker bed...
the floor's freaking cold...
argh...

**fast forward abt 10 hours**

me feeling all-so-EMo again...
thanks to that vulture look alike bitch...
pissed me off after a long day at school,
rushing through BTM shit...
if i had a voodoo doll now,
i'll probably sew up ur mouth so u wouldn't talk and
i'll sew ur fingers together so u wouldn't irritate me on msn...
hiaz...
just get out of my sight and go away...
just go...
bitch...

u make me feel emo...
make me feel like a toy...
bie de wan ju wan ni le jiu lai wan wo...
nan dao wo dui ni lai shuo zhi shi ge wan ju ma?

happy birthday!!!
oh my god...
there's so much to blog abt that i dunno where to start...
haha...

ok, first things first...
i am finally 18!!!
EIGHTEEN!!!
oh my...
that feeling is just sooooo good...
i've been waiting for this day for like dunno how long already...
18 sia...
finally old enough to legally drink, go clubbing,
drive, smoke, watch M(18) movies,
get sued and go to jail...
Er, the smoking part+ the go jail part is abit over lah but finally...
18...
wakakaka....

realli wanna thank those who wished me happy birthday...
people like jia wei, daniel, hafidh, charlene, hari, saffy, wei ming and the list goes on...
haha...
hafidh was the first person to wish me happy birthday...
was through email at 10 plus on the 8th...

then was NiuNiu,
on the dot at 12 midnight...
sms and msn...
but got bounced back....
wakakak...

next up is jia wei...
a few seconds past midnight,
on msn too!! haha....

well after that, the wishes just came in like on the phone and on msn la...
very very happi to see all these wishes coming in...
thanks ppl love u guys lots!!!

woke up in the morning at like 9 plus,
showered, came out,
was packing my bag when i noticed that my nose was peeling...
WTH?!
for a moment i realli panic...
"omg, i'm in deep shit, how to go out like that?!"
cos i got sun burn mah...
since sunday, went suntanning with NiuNiu...
forgot the sunblock...(lol but nvm..)
haha...

then faster sms jia wei to ask for help...
then faster go out moisturizer then better liao...

so i left home and went to school...
did my stuff b4 class in the lab...
then went for a quick lunch at FC1...
next was structural mechanics...
boring sia...
nearly fell asleep...
i'm sitting at the first row somemore...
haiz....

but then din sleep la...
then miao san passed me my Bday present...
its a 40-piece jig saw puzzle....
of aladin and his gang of characters from disney...
so nice!!! love it...




then christie passed me her presents for me...
pure pearl powder...
pearl powder leh...
woohoo...
can go do face mask...
wakakaka.... now i feel like a pampered prince...



finished class,
went to get some food at FC3,
with shak, faridah and fulin...
cos i was complaining that i was freaking hungry...
so we ate there... chit chat and talk rubbish...
hahaha....
then we slowly walked to the mrt station...
while walking we crapped somemore...
forgot why i got the new nickname, ivan-rina...
lol....

said our goodbyes then they all left while i waited for NiuNiu to come...
haha... so nice right?
got people shun lu then can go city hall together...
then found out that there's either something seriously wrong abt either my eyes or my counting...
fourth last door can become fifth last door...
haiz...

so we went to city hall...
got my long sleeve shirt for OC...
from robinsons...
took us so long lah...
i was so damn choosy, plus there not really alot of choice cos of budget...
sorri ar, make u wait...

then was dinner...
at carl's jr!!!
wakakaka...
the super star burger was realli HUGE...
its abt 5" diameter and 4" thick...
my gosh... realli had trouble biting...
then the onion rings were so interesting...
some of then can realli double up as spectacle frames...
big, round, fried spectacle frames...
haha...
haven been so full for a while le...

so aft dinner we wanted to sit at the fountain of wealth to slack,
but then the performance haven start...
so we went to walk walk...
wanted to take neoprints (cos i've been bugging him for weeks already)
but the neoprint booth at timezone( i think) wasn't that good...
haiz...
shall take it next time then...

so we went to carfour...
wanted to walk the entire place since we got some time...
ended up at the beer/wine section...
wahahaha...
was looking at absolute vodka...
$58 only!!! hahaha....
really wanted to have some vodka today though,
so we ended up buying Q. green apple vodka...
he got Q> rasberry vodka...
8% ALC/vol only...
haha...

went back to the fountain there to watch the lazer thingy...
then suddenly NiuNiu passed me my present...
when he said that he never buy and i realli believed???!
can u imagine that feeling?
i was bursting from inside la...
wakakaka....

then someone tried to open the bottle with teeth!!!
u know those cap that they use on bottled tiger beer?
the one u have to use the opener to open?
wakakaka...
cannot la!!! so we tried all sorts of way to open it...
first up, hot tall sleeves...
lol... worse...
then next up, metal ruler...
yea... this one better...
much better...
u know that if tiger beer girls/aunties used metal rulers to open bottles,
they'll take the entire season to just open the first 5 crates of bottles....
not forgetting the cuts they'll suffer...
muahahaha....

so we drank...
took videos, photographs...
and we also went downstairs!!!
to inside the fountain where the small fountain is...
keke...
walked 3 rounds, make a silent wish...
cannot say!!!

so after that we walked backed to city hall...
wanted to chill at gelare...
cos its tuesday and they got half price!!!
but the place was packed...
so we went to SB-RC...
hehe...
saw so many people i worked with b4...
so i chilled there while he did his stuff...
regime fatness does not include oreo cheese cake unless it's personally made by someone, specially for someone... okok??
keke...

wadever it is, i had such a fun night...
really appreciate everything u did...
thank u....
held true to my words...
no clubbing tonight!!!! yay!!!
haha...
cheers to finally being 18!!!
MOS, here i come!!!

take it slow...
after wad i heard and seen,
i've decided to take it slow...
slowly...
slowly...
no need to rush ah...
must have been outta my mind...

deep down,
i'm really dying for a relationship now...
u can never imagine that feeling...
that "ready-ness" to go into a relationship...
it just makes u feel like pulling at ur hair to just scream it out...
its just so crazily overwhelming...

but well, that 2 words really said it all,
stopped me in my tracks...
ain't no better brakes in this world...

but seriously, have to admit that i'm very thankful...
thankful that we are not in it yet...
if not, it'll be difficult to communicate properly...
and i do think that communication is V. important...

but i'm glad that,
someone was in the right state of mind last nite...
if not things would have been so much different...
almost disastrous...
for that, it made me treasure that someone so much more...

PSA outing
wanted to give hari a surprise today by popping by PSA de...
but then she ask me pei her...
lol...

so we met up for lunch at city hall...
then too train to vivo...
then she took bus over to PSA,
while i waited for daniel to arrive...
keke...

so when he arrived,
we took bus there...
but then dunno where to alight and so,
we overshot... wth...
but nvm, it turned out to be an interesting de-tour...
we ended up at haw par villa...
i know its lol but still its interesting...

went in and took a tour inside...
haven been there since i was like 5 or 6...
my mum said we went with her mum too...
thats my late wai po if u still wondering who she is...
slow sia ur brain...
muahahaha...

inside haw par villa was quite deserted...
very very little ppl around...
some parts were closed for renovations....
saw some displays....
went into the 10 courts of hell...
lol... very dark.. a bit freaky though...
was at the entrance liao then saw the "gui men guan" signboard on top...
hesitated for a while...
like very wierd la...
cos i very scared to die...
was feeling abit "hum chee" but still went in...

for those wondering was "hum chee" is,
it means weak/ball-less/frightened/everything associated with weaklings and losers...

well anyway, inside the 10 courts of hell was dark...
displays were intersting...
shows u how u will get punished if u commit certain crimes...
rapists will kena chopped in half,
get ur intestines pulled out
and then your body will get fried in oil...
Eeeewww....

anyway here's some pic i took earlier on...

the entrance...
notice that 10km/hr sign...
looks damn out of place la...

the golden and silver bridge...
for good and not so good ppl...
there's one more but then dunno where they put...





realli dunno wad he was thinking...
facial expression looks weird....
**is he smelling the monkey's under arms???**

daniel's friend...
he's part time job too...
muahahaha...
**no offence ok? cos i know u are garf**


the tiger looks freakish though...
dunno why i still put my hand there...
lol....


well, haw par villa's jing shen...
hmmm...
sounds like old grandmother nagging...
haha...
so we took bus back to PSA....
nearly,
NEARLY overshot again...
but din...
got off just in time...
keke....

so we walked in, and saw the starbucks...
kinda interesting...
freaking small and push cart like...
but sitting area very interesting...
new study area for me!!!!

so we sat down and chilled...
hari was caught in some meeting+store orientation+other stuff for a few hours...
so din get to talk to her much...
luckily got NiuNiu... keke thanks sia...

so at around 6 ++,
we got bored,
as in realli realli bored....
we explored the whole area sia...
walked everywhere...
**sorri... i know i bored you alot alot... paiseh...**
make it up to u next time okok?? keke

then after that we went to vivo...
walked around abit,
wanted to eat at super hotdog but couldn't find,
so we bought something else to eat...
after that Niu left so i waited for hari to come...
then we realised that the super hotdog is just opposite that chicken rice shop...
lol...