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Monday, December 11, 2006
what if...
found myself sitting in front of the computer for the whole day...
doing nothing but wait...
waiting for something to happen...
waiting for that window to pop up flashing...
but it hasn't happened... yet...

the plan was to ignore someone for 2 weeks for treating me like shit...
talk to me as and when that someone feels like it...
ignore me as when that someone dun feel like talking...

i've got enough of all these shit...
so the plan was 2 weeks...
but suddenly i find myself being so frightened...
cos the same sentence appeared twice already...
"what if he never talks to u again?"


what if?
what if that window never pops up anymore?
what if that phone never rings anymore?
what if u never talked to me again?
what if i never get to talk to u again?
what if...


haiz...
i really dunno what to do anymore...
my head says "REVENGE!!! REVENGE!!! give him shit for treating u like shit..."
my heart says "aiyo... give in la... jus go sayang sayang la..."

but 1 thing is for sure...
i'm not going to fall sick cos of u anymore...
never...

i'm going to become myself again...
the old me...

cos i am LA GARANG SUSU DIVA....
eat and sleep as and when i feel like it...
drink as and when i feel like it...
i am going to live my life...
just for myself...

~ { Monday, December 11, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;