right here waiting
i'm only here to say wad i have to say...
after this, i'll be doing my school work...
but the laptop will be on...
msn will be running...
i'm free to talk...
i miss you...
i miss you alot...
alot more than alot...
but i haven initiated the sms-ing today...
cos i was waiting...
just waiting for you to talk to me...
just waiting for you to start sms-ing me...
the entire shift i have been waiting...
waiting and waiting and waiting...
everytime i checked my phone and realized that you haven sms-ed,
my spirits just slipped...
initially i thought that maybe i was just tired...
so i took an ice chocolate...
cos it always works when i'm tired...
but today, it din...
dunno why, but now i know...
i missed you...
do you know how happy i was when i saw ur sms?!
do you know how elated i was when i saw ur sms?!
screams were almost at the corner of my mouth...
but i kept them in...
for a little while, it felt as though time had stopped...
for a little while, i felt as though i was in heaven...
nothing else mattered to me...
nothing...
nothing at all..
i used to think that i would be able to just enjoy wad i have...
but now i dun think so...
i just want more...
i just so damn want more of you...
as much as i dun wanna show it,
i'm making it so obvious that i like you...
suddenly so damn feel like breaking down and cry...