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Saturday, December 30, 2006

frost
looking out from above the lama, i see smiles...
smiles beaming from deep within...
smiles that radiate happiness and contentment...
i smiled too...
but the smile feels different...

i smiled because they are smiling...
i smiled because they are happy...
i smiled with them... for them.
i smiled because i'm happy for them...

but my hands are cold...
my heart is cold...
a barren piece of snow-covered land...
a land with no signs of life...
a land where the wind howls all night...

i wash my hands...
the water feels warm...
i stop washing them...
i try to dry them...
but they feel so cold now...

i cup my hands around a mug...
the mug feels warm...
i let go the mug...
the coldness returns...

wad do i do now?
how do i stop this coldness?
how do i stop this coldness from tearing me apart?

~ { Saturday, December 30, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, December 29, 2006

dating like a man
You Are 53% Feminine, 47% Masculine

You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders.
Are You Masculine or Feminine?


You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman.
You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling.

A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you.
And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off.

You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky.
You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit.
Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?


Your Lust Quotient: 54%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it.
Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!
How Much Lust Do You Have?

~ { Friday, December 29, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Thursday, December 28, 2006

post X'mas present
enjoyed the(27 dec) evening soooo much...
went out for dinner and all Niu...
keke...

finished work at wisma at abt 5.15...
then i waited...
thought he coming to meet me first then go tgt...
then in then end was meet there...
haiz...
was my fault actually la... never ask...
u also lah... never say...

anyway, when i got there, i decided to give him a "surprise" by wacking him on the butt with my shoe bag... hehe...
but then i think it wasn't a nice surprise la...
cos he gave me an " ouch + shock" face...
sorry...

so we went for dinner at kopitiam upstairs...
think i say zi xuan and the stead...
they were sitting opposite me...
but not sure if they know it's me la...

after dinner, we walked around PS...
from top, then slowly go down...
going into shops that appeal to us...
hehe...
then even went into barang barang cos he wanted to take a look at furniture...
says he wants to change out his current room furniture...
says it look kiddish....
keke...

then after walking through PS we walked outside...
it was drizzling a bit but we still did..
still remember that i desperatly needed to visit the washroom but dunno where this lembu is bringing me to but i just followed...

so we walked...
past istana,
then past center point,
past orchard point FC,
then we reached mos burger opp somerset mrt station...
decided to go in for a drink...
then i ended up having burger and a drink...
so we started chatting after the meal,
din realize that the place was getting busy,
until one of the manager came out and ask if we wanted to share tables...
well, i din want to share tables so i said its ok, we leaving...

after that we continued to walk/stroll...
down to heeren...
then went up to NUM and 77th street and the photo booth behind...
din buy much buy decided to get my NUM flip flops next week...
wanted to take neo prints but then my hair v. fugly...
so we postponed it...

so we left heeren,
saw NYDC...
reminded him of the NYDcwaitress incident...
lol...

so we strolled on..
crown prince hotel,
paragon,
then we turned at tangs...
walked towards far east..
but then alot of the shops all closed...
haiz...
so we crossed the road...
to dunno shaw house or shaw towers...
but it was during this time that the rain started to quite heavy...
so i took out my umbrella and shared it wif him...
so i held the umbrella while he offered to carry my shoe bag...
so sweet of Niu...
keke...

so we strolled on...
went into the underpass...
took mrt home...
sent him as sms just before i alighted...
made him smile...

then yesterday (28 dec)...
had attachment at air port (A2)...
wasn't that bad lah...
quite slack actually, no really defined slam but more like constant crowd...
brought my laptop but then cannot go on the internet cos the wireless network at A2 is under starbub...
**sob sob**

lucky got Niu to sms me once in a while...
hehe...

walked the terminal 2 for a many times ytd...
argh...
go trash run twice,
went store room twice,
check Exchange rate for diane,
went wif her to buy chocolates/ exchange $...

went to parkway wif saffy after punching out...
met diane and wirda on the bus...
hehe... they going back to Jj mah...

so when we got off the bus,
i slipped and almost fell...
nearly died too...
argh...
lucky saffy caught my arm... **thank u saffy!!!**
damn it... the road curb was so slippery...
my slippers was slippery too lah...
haiz...
din die but hurt my toes...
ouch...

sms-ed ya when i reached parkway...
then you called after that...
when i least expected a call...
thankz... so sweet of you...

charlene and saffy said i was blushing...
WTH but its ok...keke...

so we went to buy dinner after that...
ate at store, slack for a while and then went back...

~ { Thursday, December 28, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, December 25, 2006

right here waiting
i'm only here to say wad i have to say...
after this, i'll be doing my school work...
but the laptop will be on...
msn will be running...
i'm free to talk...

i miss you...
i miss you alot...
alot more than alot...
but i haven initiated the sms-ing today...
cos i was waiting...
just waiting for you to talk to me...
just waiting for you to start sms-ing me...
the entire shift i have been waiting...
waiting and waiting and waiting...
everytime i checked my phone and realized that you haven sms-ed,
my spirits just slipped...
initially i thought that maybe i was just tired...
so i took an ice chocolate...
cos it always works when i'm tired...
but today, it din...
dunno why, but now i know...
i missed you...

do you know how happy i was when i saw ur sms?!
do you know how elated i was when i saw ur sms?!
screams were almost at the corner of my mouth...
but i kept them in...

for a little while, it felt as though time had stopped...
for a little while, i felt as though i was in heaven...
nothing else mattered to me...
nothing...
nothing at all..

i used to think that i would be able to just enjoy wad i have...
but now i dun think so...
i just want more...
i just so damn want more of you...

as much as i dun wanna show it,
i'm making it so obvious that i like you...

suddenly so damn feel like breaking down and cry...

~ { Monday, December 25, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


X'mas eve
went out with Niu Niu today to catch a movie...
our ever very first outing to a movie...
curse of the golden flower...
staring gong li, chow yun fat and jay chou...
must say that its a very good show...
but that's not the main thing,
the outing was more important...
hehe...

woke up at around 11 in the morning,
was supposed to go pray with my mum but din...
so i showered, warmed up my brunch and left home...
ate the sandwich on the way to the bus stop...

met up at abt 1230 at harbourfront mrt station...
wanted to get tickets first but got "lost"...
couldn't find the cinema...
lol but WTH...

after that we went for lunch...
he had a ulcer in is mouth so cannot eat too solid food...
**imagine he had a X'mas eve and X'mas dinner with GOOD FOOD that evening and the evening after that?**
well, he had chicken porridge while i had jian bao...
din eat much cos i din have the appetite...
was forcing myself to eat...
cos i know that i'll go hungry if i dun...
so just eat sth lor...

anyway, after lunch was movies...
typical zhang yi mou's kind of movies...
strong, contrasting colors...
some forbidden love affair going on somewhere,
lots of twist and turn sprinkled all over,
and most of all, lots of sex going on...
enjoyed the show alot but couldn't really understand the ending...
dun know what happened to the empress...

wanted to chill out after movies but then,
couldnt find place to sit down...
outside raining some more...
so we just walked around vivo lor...
he ended up buying a new zinc bag for himself,
while i bought a new story book...
the chinese version of le petit prince..
walked around vivo till he had to go off...

well, i sort of had nth to do for a while so i went down to store...
dragged jia wei out cos i really needed to chill badly...
thank god he came and made my mood so much better...
we went shopping inside parkway...
bought more things!!!
gosh...
imagine if the 2 of us decided to go on a shopping spree one day...
really dun dare to think of how much we will spend la...
but as much as we din wanna go home,
we chilled out at store until abt 11.20...
really made my mood sooooooooooooo much better...
thanks!!! love ya!!!!

on another note,
maybe i was just being obstinate...
maybe i was just being stubborn...
maybe i was just pushing it...
haiz...

~ { Monday, December 25, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, December 19, 2006

blogthings
You Are a Black and White Cookie

You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.
When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!
What Kind of Cookie Are You?

You Are 52% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy.
You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends...
But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.
How Open Are You?


You Are Sunshine

Soothing and calm
You are often held up by others as the ideal
But too much of you, and they'll get burned

You are best known for: your warmth

Your dominant state: connecting
What Type of Weather Are You?


You Are Comet

A total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge!

Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky diving

Why You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speed
Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?


Your Christmas Stocking Will Be Filled With Coal

You haven't been *that* naughty this year
Santa is just screwing with you
What Will Be In Your Christmas Stocking?


You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.
You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.
Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.
A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!
How Do You Communicate?


~ { Tuesday, December 19, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


new york new york
today's post was supposed to be posted yesterday...
but sth corked up, so today lor...

Went out with Daniel today…
Supposed to meet at 6.30…
Then I arrived a little earlier so I waited for him…
While waiting, a guy from “japan life Singapore” approached me…
Survey guy… trying to requite ppl… I was so not interested lah…
Well, since I was waiting for Daniel so I just amused him lor…
Better than stone there and do nth right?

haha...

Anyway, we went for dinner at new york new york…
It’s a mid-class café/bar/restaurant place at city link…

While queuing for the entry, a waitress took our names…
So she asked: “table for?”
Then both of us went: “2…”

She asked again: “and ur name?”
“Daniel”

Finish.

Then after that, the guy, manager I think was admitting us,
He thought we were here for a group of 5 so he asked:

“Is the name under Cheryl?”

We were like: “no… it’s a table for 2...under Daniel.”

At first he thought he heard wrongly so he looked up and asked: “2?”
Daniel was like: “yar, 2.”

the guy was like thinking of sth but quickly said:"Ok... inside plz"

I was thinking: “2 guys cannot come and have dinner here meh?”
Well, no harm done so never mind…

For dinner, we ordered a main dish and a drink each and decided to share the food…
Talked about some very interesting things like his neighbor’s funny mindset, his girl-friend’s crush and some metro-me stuff…

Dinner was very fun…
It was filled with giggles and all…

opposite us was this group of girls…
It was a girl-friends’ get together dinner kind of things if I’m not wrong…
1 of them kept looking over wondering wad we were doing…
cos when just finished our meal, and we were quite full,
we sort of slumped onto each other trying to digest our food…

she must be wondering wads going on…
lol…
nothing's wrong wad…

then after that we paid and left…
walked to esplanade and saw this small orchestra’s performance…
Christmas songs with Chinese instruments…
So we sat down and watched…
It was the last part I think, so we only watched for 4 pieces…
Then we were wondering if the Christmas trees behind them were real…
So we went up and had a look… but we decided not to touch it…
Hehe…

After that we went behind…
wanted to take a stroll along the waterfront but saw this event happening…

it was an activity to get ppl pen down their wishes for 2007…
So we thought of wad to write for a while..
But when the inspirations came, we really wrote alot…
Then finished…

We wanted to stroll remember?
But then outside still drizzling…
Suddenly the both of us thought of suntec…
so go lor…
Haha…

So we walked and walked…
Till we were somewhere the fountain of wealth…
Wanted to drag him straight there but then decided that I wanted to get a drink first…
So we went to SB-SU to get drinks…
Then I ask him if he wanted to chill inside or outside,

He said inside… so we stayed inside…
Outside also raining mah…
a while heavy rain, a while just drizzle…
Haiz…

While chilling, we were also reading magazines and books and novels…
Yea…
I was actually waiting for my fav "L-O-V-E" song…

Then he started to tell me lame jokes…. Lol…
He’s very lame… very cold…
Haha… laughed for quite a bit sia…
Then we left cos it was getting late ler…


~ { Tuesday, December 19, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Saturday, December 16, 2006

anglic me...
its been 4 days since my last update...
nth much to blog abt,
but since Niu asked me to,
might as well just blog... hehe...

just came back from attachment at paragon
but i'm gonna go blog abt ytd first..

friday, 15th december 2006...
finished school at 11 plus...
needed to do the flower pot thingy...
haiz...
so dun feel like doing it la...
wanted to come back during the holidays to finish it...
but then, confirm wun do de lor...
so we started to do the flowerpot thingy...
slowly, a little unwillingly (me la...)...

and then, after that we went to eat...
where else? food court 1 lah...
closest mah...

went to the lib with shak and christie...
while changing some settings on christie'e new laptop,
its a pearl white twinhead laptop... taiwanese brand...
shak was playing with my lappy toppie too..
then she tag me!!! hehe...
any way, she msn with fulin on my account,
pretending to be me... haha so funny sia...
laugh until everyone look at us...

yar, after that shak went for GEMs and then i stayed on for a while...
after that i also left...
left for temasek towers...
cos they have a kopi presentation there ma...
so the whole store de partners went (most la...)

their coffee presentation was outdoor,
under the umbrellas...
they did a presentation on a black apron exclusive coffee...
the ethiopia gemadro estate...
from africa...
food paring was with lemon juiced-chicken satay...
interesting food paring but...
but personally i couldn't really understand why...
the lemon over powered the the citrusy flavor of the coffee,
the heavy flavor of the chicken satay "killed" the coffee...
wtf la...
no offence yea?
but i felt that something lighter should have been used...

oh yea, i also recieved a "door gift" from the guys...
mainly jas and hari...
hehe thanks ar...
it contained:
a thank you card written by jasmine( chosen by hari and me!!)...
a starbucks 10-yr pin...
a starbucks 10-yr polo tee...( can wear anytime during the year one lor...)

the card's greeting sentence went like this:
"hello pms/milk diva"
omg...

anyway, we had our store outing after that...
went to Zam Zam at bugis area for mutabat...
nice lah!!!
after that we went bowling at marina south de super bowl...
din bowl cos very tired already... eyes closing le...
too dry... so i sat down and watched...
took lots of pictures with the guys and the gurls....
shall upload later...

ok... now for today's entry...
woke up at abt 8 plus when i slept at 2 plus last night...
but decided to force myself back to sleep...
cos 6 hours of slp (only) is not gonna be enough for today...
yar..
so i slept until 10 plus then wake up...
did my usual stuff after waking up...

went to work after that...
i'm was doing attachment at paragon today!!!
yay!!!
haha...
the shift+ partners were considered fun in general...
but the crowd wad like non-stop la...
at first, i still can say:
"slam very shiok... "

but then after that i was like saying:
"wah lao... slam non-stop seh... sianz"
hehe... saturday mah...

their partners very happening one sia...
make drinks also can make until start to talk cock...
but then hor,
all their new partners were on the floor lah...

saturday afternoon put baby partners on floor?!
WTF?!

their store is sooooo cramp...
hardly any space in the backroom to do things la...
not enough space to put rubbish lor...
oh yar, their trash bag is changed as often as bussing is done sia...
there's so much rubbish that trash must change non stop...
haiz...

oh yea,
i noticed that no one really does prep work there...
quite bad actaully...
makes it so in-efficient for other partners...

anyway i had fun there though it was fucking tirring...
i also recieved 3 BE cards from the partners!!!
nice right?
so long never 1 time receive so many BE cards at 1 go le...
some more they give me when i was at the bar...
so sweet la...
wad they wrote was so sweet too...
yea...

~ { Saturday, December 16, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Wednesday, December 13, 2006

dumb ass CAD lecturer
omg...
i'm so relieved that daniel and i are still friends...
really needed to get those things off my mind...
but i was so worried that things would go wrong last night...
thank god that it went ok..
phew...
at least still friends... hehe...

**Niu Niu, if u're reading this, i still wan food ok?!**

anyway, i had a good sleep last night...
the dream-less, deep slumber kind of sleep...
though i desperately still wanna sleep but it was time for class...

arrived in class at 8.40...
very early as compared to b4...
was made to do drawings but that dumb CAD lecturer really sucked...
couldn't even give proper instructions lah...
never say that the drawings must be drawn,
equal distance from point of origin la...
dumb ass lecturer...
u should just go knock ur blad head against the wall la...
its not as if its an easy drawing la...
manually draw leh... not use microstation lor... hello?
the first person go to u and u made him re-draw liao
then still dun faster make announcement to the whole class to change...
still sit there do nth...
kao eh...
very not responsible lor...
then i was so pissed at him that i really did raise my voice quite a bit...
some vulgarities did fly but i dun think i went overboard...
i was still quite nice to him...

even while
i had to redraw every single fucking figure...


fuck sia...
if he conducts the next class and he doesn't give proper instructions,
see wad he gets from me...
i'm gonna get someone to fuck you so damn good that you wun walk for a week...
of course i wun do it myself...
i dun fuck old men...

anyway, i'm done complaining..
gonna enjoy my last week of term 3...
holidays coming!!! yay!!!
hehe... got store outing on friday!!!
i'm so looking forward to it...

~ { Wednesday, December 13, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, December 11, 2006

what if...
found myself sitting in front of the computer for the whole day...
doing nothing but wait...
waiting for something to happen...
waiting for that window to pop up flashing...
but it hasn't happened... yet...

the plan was to ignore someone for 2 weeks for treating me like shit...
talk to me as and when that someone feels like it...
ignore me as when that someone dun feel like talking...

i've got enough of all these shit...
so the plan was 2 weeks...
but suddenly i find myself being so frightened...
cos the same sentence appeared twice already...
"what if he never talks to u again?"


what if?
what if that window never pops up anymore?
what if that phone never rings anymore?
what if u never talked to me again?
what if i never get to talk to u again?
what if...


haiz...
i really dunno what to do anymore...
my head says "REVENGE!!! REVENGE!!! give him shit for treating u like shit..."
my heart says "aiyo... give in la... jus go sayang sayang la..."

but 1 thing is for sure...
i'm not going to fall sick cos of u anymore...
never...

i'm going to become myself again...
the old me...

cos i am LA GARANG SUSU DIVA....
eat and sleep as and when i feel like it...
drink as and when i feel like it...
i am going to live my life...
just for myself...

~ { Monday, December 11, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Sunday, December 10, 2006

attachment at wisma

Dunno why I couldn’t sleep as well as I wanted to…
Woke up at 10.30 when I slept at around 2.30…
Its 8 hours but I usually sleep more than that when I’m super tired...
But it’s also possible that I sleep way lesser than that…
Haha…

Was attached to wisma ytd to cover crystal’s shift…
Totally love that store’s settings…
So comfortable!!! Got couch, sofa, chairs…
So shuang…

The store' slam also shuang la…
Never stop one lor…
Started slamming since abt 2(that’s b4 I punched in..)
All the way until 10.30( after i punched out)
Shiok right?!(but freaking tired after work la)
Guess how much de sales? 5K!!!
Wah lao… shiok la…

but then the bussing wasn't shiok la...
dun ever seem to finish one...
fuck...

then i also worked with 4 managers i think...
got jon
(his real name is jonathan, was from brenda de batch... he's also from crystal's Lc class)
*he's voice very man one.. but damn cute..*

then got siew lee..
(store manager seh...
dunno why i always suay suay kena store manager when
i get attached to their store for the 1st time...
ytd she stress la...
kept commanding,
*note the key word is COMMANDING*
people to go bussing... i do understand that i'm the attachment partner there so the bussing was "reserved" for my but then the tone wasn't exactly polite but nvm... )

then come amin
(he's a malay-indian manager i worked with b4 at united square..
he was attached there for 1 month cos under mgr training...
but he dun remember me...
*sob sob*)

then comes sam!!!
(yay!!! he rocks man!!! woohoo!!!
he's the most pro-est manager/partner/bussing man/washer man around...
worked with him 2 or 3 times at the old terminal 2...
took him 2 seconds to reconise me but he did eventually
he can actually tell that i'm nervous
from the way i twirl my fingers while looking for the drinks on the pos!
god... he's good...
super high-energy manager!!!)

hehe...
the partners there are very fun seh!!
siti, she's from sp too!!! school of MM..
cool...

then the full timer partner, christina...
can be discribed as "un-fuckable"
relax man... so uptight...

enough abt starbucks stuff...
worked up this morning cos of dry throat and dry nose...
irritating...

first thing after getting out of bed was water...
will feel wierd if i dun drink water when i get out of bed...

after that was my darling plants!!!
so i went onto the balcony to water my plants...
just notice that my cactus is actually growing to 1 side more that the other side...
but nvm... just turn it around...
it'll grow back nicely...
sun tanned for a while(10 minutes?) on the balcony though...
very warm and very comfortable...
haha...

then started to look in the fridge...
hmmm... found the other half of the avocado i ate 2 or 3 night ago...
but still looks ok to me cos i covered it nicely...
so i ate it...

then still hungry...
drank water...
then my mum said that there is fried bee hoon on the table...
yay!!! nice know?
haha...
dunno why i always get the runs when i have fried been hoon in the morning...
but i finished it anyway... really did get the runs...
2 morning continously... *damn dumb right?*
haha...

then realised that i haven spoken to my dad for almost 2 weeks liao...
oops... some kind of son he has...
haha... welll... gonna see him for tonight so nvm la hor?

well after that sit down and use com...
haha... read ppl de blog and realised that i haven updated for a few days liao...
just nice i got sth to say so just blog lor...
haha...

~ { Sunday, December 10, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Friday, December 08, 2006

open house!!!!
woohooo today is 7 december!!!
and its starbucks singapore de open house!!!!
yay!!!
the 2 hours of free drinks was slam all they way la...
drink "poured" in...
it was a total "shiok-ify-ing" experience la...
wooohooo!!!

reached the store at about 2.10...
chabut Oc... hehe...
then go store room, take this take that...
after that, pack the store room...

when we came back to the store,
we were doing prep work like nobody's business la...
made like 30 liters of frap mix...
shiok sia...
then everything all stand by nice nice...

before the whole event started, everyone,
well most of us were nervous...
some of our hands were cold!!!

fizah had the coldest hands...
then charlene's heart was racing like mad sia...
then after that the 3 of us like mad people like that,
all put our hands on the espresso machine!!!
but it was so comfortable...
so nice la...

the mad house started when it was 5...
drinks came in non stop sia...
the bar(the place where we make the espresso based drinks)
was the first to kena slam...
hehe... lucky fizah and i recover quickly sia...
if not worse...

then there was a time when i "lost" it...
think it was about an hour into the open house when i got fed up...
cos like cannot seem to clear the drinks...
dunno why but it was a sudden stroke of blur-ness...
wanted to scream stop but then din lah...
lucky got bish...
he was supposed to focus on frap but he slide in and help me cup mark...
so he was like super ah bang lah...
slide bar and frap like no body's business...
haha...

jasmine help me to top up cups and beans from outside...
hari changed the bar mocha for me from outside too...
haha... thanks people...
so i just concentrated on pulling good shots...




when grace came in at about 6,
the bar crowd died down a little bit...
then the frap side really slam like mad sia...
hehe... she helped expedite the frap drinks...
can tell that she wans to come in and be part of the action...
haha... i wanted to ask her slide in take over my Be position
but then dunno how...
since i was getting really used to the slam inside,
so i just continued to stay inside and do drinks lor...
haha...
paiseh leh grace... next yr u do inside ok?? haha...

after the whole event,
i notice that the place i threw the grinds was "smoking" sia....
cos too much and too hot liao...
almost feels as if were in a 120K slam sia...
but we cleared up abit, rest abit and we had a big photo taking session!!!
haha...
i was damn tired but after the iced chocolate, i also got very high...
must be that sugar rush...
as i was saying, the photo session was really damn funny...
people were all over the place la...
some were literally pole dancing...
hakim pretended to have a HUGE, black and thick *hmmm*..
ya... u know wad la... haha...
this fella can really act cute sia...
then roslan also... haha...
he took a few photos with jasmine...
and his positions really made me laugh like mad...
haha...

then we had rendang that roslan's mum cooked...
beef was shiok but the chicken was even better...
shiok-ier....lol...
really nice...
had a wonderful Xmas open house a sbux...
hehe.... enjoyed it to bits...

ok shall stop here for now...
dunno wad to write liao....
may edit again...

~ { Friday, December 08, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Tuesday, December 05, 2006

looooong entry
i'm so not in the mood to do any studying now...
it's not that i dun want to study...
its just that i can't seem to focus...

i have so much things to do and yet,
I'M NOT IN THE MOOD!!!
wtf...

term break is just round the corner...
its SO near!!!
1 more cursed week...
well, 10 more days...
and then after that,
i can do wadever i want,
whenever i want...
for 3 weeks onli lah...

that explains why i'm so not in the mood for studies now...
nvm...
i shall blog...
haven had a looooooooooooooooong entry for ages...

hmmm...
wad shall i blog abt?

... *stone for a while*
ok, decided liao...
this is it...
gonna ask 50 question at 1 go,
mix them up,
then answer them...
ok...

wad are ur plans for the next 5 hours?
blog, talk to jai wei, drink water, sleep...

wad were u wearing in school today?
flip flops, army green berms, sec 3 lass tee...

how many pairs of socks do u have?
5?

wad are the things on ur table now?
laptop, zen neeon, pencil case, flask of water, mug and lots of paper...

wad is there in ur pencil case?
hmm... its a long list...
1 penknife,
1 eraser,
1 calculator that has been my best maths buddy for 5 years,
2 newly bought staedtler pencils,
2 maroon uni-ball signo DX pens,
2 black uni-ball signo DX pens,
1 purple uni-ball signo DX pen,
yellow highlighter,
2 paper clips (1 pink and 1 green),
1 metal ruler,
1 wade of post-its,
a box of lead,
2 blue omni pens given to my by jia wei (with love from popular),
3 pilot G-TEC-C4 (black, green and red),
a pilot shaker pencil,
a piece of paper mr chen gave for INTECH project,
1 starbucks chirstmas sleeve (wtf)
and a marker...
well, my pencil case is quite big huh? got so many things inside...
but its bursting soon...

how many hours did u sleep last night?
about 6 hours ba...

wad do u first wash when u get into the shower?
my face!!! then my hair then the rest of my body...

how many shots (just shots) of espresso did u have today?
none...

wad would u do with a piece of beef?
grill over a flame, keep poking with a skewer and keep saying that its a piece of dead cow...

how to preserve a memory?
blog lor... or take picture also can...
but blog better cos can describe...

how long did ur last meal last?
about 20 minutes...

who did u talk to today?
a few people, cos today is 3 hour class onli...
got miao san, christie, zhang yan, a guy who lost his thumb drive, fuad, mahir, shak, faridah, fuling, victor and the uncle who sell drinks...

who did u last meet in school?
my group mates lor...

wad is ur ideal pet?
can i have a dog that feels like a cat?
lol...
but its gonna be either a cat or a dog...

how many toes does an elephant have?
i think it has got 5 toes on each leg...
so should be about 20 toes bah...

wad turns u on?
hmmm...
shall not say...
let u go find out...
bleah...

wad comes to mind when i mention peanut butter?
ultra sinful...
ultra stupid...
$6.80...

wad would u do with 10 5 cents coins?
put in my wallet and find my next "victim" to unload them....

do u sleep talk?
err...
yes... sometimes i might shout and scream if i had a bad day...
or had some serious mood swings earlier on...
better think twice b4 becoming my boy/girl friend...

wad is ur msn nick?
la garang susu diva...

how big is ur class in the current institiute u go to?
abt 20...
sometimes bigger if have combine class like structural mechanics tutorial...
goes up to abt 50...

wad makes u mad?
people who treat me like shit...
hate people who gives me attitude and those who think they are so great...
look into my eyes when u say sth and mean it...

how long more till pay day?
~25 hour...

wad do u do first when u wake up?
smell my pillow,
stretch while on my sides,
then reach for my phone and see wad time...

wad is the function of benzoyl peroxide
wads that? i know that it has got sth to do with skin care products...

how does the pin hole camera work?
huh? dunno leh...

how high can a flea jump?
up to 70 times its own height....

wad is homophobia?
the fear of homosexuals...
wads there to fear abt them?

how do u deal with irritating customers?
option #1: smile fake-ly and complain later...
option #2: get my blood pressure all the way up by getting irritated...
option #3: (my wanna-do-it-most option) talk back...

who do u go to when u are stressed?
talk to jia wei!!!
he's my ultimate stress release buddy...
best friend for 5 years!!!
yay!!!

how to u de-stress?
blog...
complain...
shower...

name 3 song u listened in the last 30 minutes
#1: I can make it through the rain - Mariah Carey
#2: I wanna be loved - bon jovi
#3: sexy back - justin timberlake

wad would u do if u had 3 liters of fresh milk?
hmmm...
drink most of them bah...
probably leave abt a cup to soak my feet...
(milk diva remember?)

wad are stones for?
skipping stones!!!
can use to decorate ur house!!!
best paired with tea light candles and aroma therapy!!!

how do u get someone to shut up?
stare blankly at them...
hehe...
try it!!! its super effective...

how old is ur phone?
about 2 years liao...
its a nokia 6230...
old old phone with VGA camera...
0.3 mega pixel...

wads ur favorite tetra pak drink?
lemon barley from yeos!!!

how do u eat avocado?
blend with ice and mix with some orange juice...
its very good for the skin!!!
vitamin A...

where would u kiss ur other half?
just beside the eye...
so i can whisper sweet nothings into their ears...
hahahaha....
lol...

when did u last cut ur nails?
5 or 6 days ago ba...
but they very clean cos i was then every time i take a shower...
hate it when coffee grinds get into them...
drive me nuts when they get stuck there...

wad is the name of ur sister's boyfriend?
er... dunno... not sure if she has a boy friend....

how did ur last pet die?
long long ago, long long ago...
bleah...
dun have a habit of letting my pets die...
i'm not saddistic...

how many pairs of flip flops do u have?
2!!! but getting more...
fashion accessory...

name 13 people's blog u read
wow... thats alot sia...
they are all on my blog de links...

wad is the title of the last book u finished?
cannot remember liao...
it was an english book...
sth related to school stuff...

wad was the last starbucks drink u had?
it was a tall vanilla dry latte...

wad is the relationship with ur parents like?
not good... in fact its bad...
haven talked to my dad for like 3 or 4 days liao...
my mum, worse...
she's like always trying to pick a fight with me...
battle of the tongues all the time...

wad you u think of when u see 2 men holding hands?
" oh, so sweet!!! so brave to have an "open" relationship"
but then father and son hold hands like so Eeewwww...
its just gross...

wad are the functions of a penknife?
for stabbing assholes...
dun slit ur wrist cos of jerks...
stab them with it...

whose bed did u sleep on last night?
mine obviously...
but i wished i had a bigger bed...
but single is fine...
2 person on a single size bed is...
kinky...
haha....

ok... i'm done with this loooong blog entry...
hahaha...

~ { Tuesday, December 05, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Monday, December 04, 2006


You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


~ { Monday, December 04, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;


Sunday, December 03, 2006

do i still care?
went for lunch with daniel today..
supposed to go to clementi...
but then we changed to yew tee...
then change again...
this time to causeway point...

we had lunch,
walked around...
and i bought a cactus!!!
very cute de!!!
then after that we went to the library...
saw some books that i was really interested in...
but then cannot borrow cos is reference material...
**NOT FOR LOAN**
haiz...

i've got work in the evening then have to leave...
then he went to watch movie with his friend...haha...

anyway,
i suddenly felt that i'm less concerned abt the store than i have been or i should be...
this feeling just hit me when i reached the store today...
dunno why, but it seems very weird...
haiz...
worked with chris and isa and azahar...
did closing alone but then V came down to store!!!
lucky V came in and help wash some things...
haha... thanks V!!!

wah!!! long time never see her lor...
lucky she finishing her exams on monday...

~ { Sunday, December 03, 2006 }
reflections of you and me;